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Beautiful was still asleep, her breathing soft and even. Seeker leaned close and brushed a kiss against her cheek before rising. He slung his satchel over one shoulder and started toward the door. Thenâlike wind over harp stringsâa voice stirred in the air: Bring your books. He paused, the sound still trembling in his chest, and with a quiet sigh, shouldered his burden. The weight drew a grunt from him as he stepped outside and pulled the door shut behind him.
The weight of his burden slowed him through the crowded streets of the Fair. The noise pressed around himâvendors calling, wheels creaking, laughter echoing off the tents. How had he managed all this before, in the state heâd been in?
He wasnât even sure the mansion would be thereâor what he would find if it was. Still, he followed the path his dream had traced, step by step, until at last he stood before it.
It was just as he rememberedâits marble garden walls gleaming where no such thing should stand. Watchmen swung the gates open without a word, as though his coming had been foretold. Within lay a garden overflowing with color, flowers of every kind blooming in ordered abundance. Stone alcoves invited rest among their fragrance. Along the marble walls, roses climbed highâred so vivid they seemed to burn in the light.
Seeker climbed the marble steps and knocked softly. The door opened, and a maiden of radiant purity stood before himâher hair the color of silvered light, her face untouched by time, her eyes deep and still as wisdom itself.
âWhy have you come?â she asked. âWhat is your purpose?â
Could this be Innocent, the one he had read about?
âI seek the truth!â Seeker declared, his voice ringing with conviction.
She smiled, the expression warm yet knowing. âFollow me,â she said. âThe Interpreter is waiting for you.â
She led him into a quiet chamber, where a man stood with arms outstretched. He was ancient, yet agelessâhis robe plain, yet his bearing regal. The wisdom of ages rested in his gaze, tempered by a gentleness beyond measure.
âSeeker-for-Truth,â he saidâhis voice quiet, yet carrying the weight of command. âCome. I will show you many things.â
The Interpreter led him into a quiet parlor and bade him set down his burden. Seeker obeyed, unshouldering the pack and laying the books upon a low table. The Interpreter opened one and turned its pages slowly, his fingers tracing the lines as though reading the soul of the text.
âYou are a man of much knowledgeâdeep knowledge.â His eyes shone with quiet approval. âYet surely you must have read, âin much study is a weariness of the flesh.ââ A faint smile touched his lips. âWhen Christian first came to me, he too was burdenedâmuch as you are now. Do you know what caused his burden?
âGuilt,â Seeker replied quietly. âFrom reading his Book.â
The Interpreter nodded. âThe knowledge of truth brings lightâand with it, awareness. But awareness gives birth to guilt, for you know what is right, yet find you cannot do it.â
âOnly when you are can you do. Knowing alone is not enough. Being and knowing must grow togetherâor else a man becomes divided in himself.â
âYou studied much of wrath in my tower,â said the Interpreter, his gaze steady and searching. âYet all your knowledge could not spare you or your family from Giant Wrathâs blows. It was only when your being deepenedâwhen you shone the light of forgivenessâthat he fled.â
âYou had knowledge of Adam-the-First,â the Interpreter continued softly, âyet knowledge did not keep you from becoming his slave in Deceit.â
Seekerâs breath caught. Jabal!
âDid you not read, âHe that commiteth adultery lacketh understanding; he that doeth it destroyeth his own soulâ? And yet you were ensnared by his daughterâLust-of-the-Eyes.â
Charm! Seekerâs head bowed, the weight of shame pressing him low.
âThat guilt you carry,â said the Interpreter, âcomes from knowing, yet being unable to do. Your trials on the Hill of Difficulty and in the Valley of the Shadow of Deathâthese increased your being.â
âI understand,â Seeker whispered.
–
The Interpreter took each of Seekerâs books in turn, opening them and reading aloud from their pages. He led Seeker through many rooms and places, revealing the truth each book contained. And when Seeker understood, he set each one downâleaving them behind, one by oneâuntil at last only three remained: one close to his heart, and two in his hands.
The Interpreter lifted the Book Beautiful had given him and turned its pages with care. âChristiana,â he said softly. âBecause of Christianâs faithfulness, sheâand her sonsâwere saved.â He closed the Book and handed it back. âI will not take away Beautifulâs gift.â Then his eyes fell to Seekerâs hand pressed over his heart. âNor the Kingâs.â
Then he took up Redemption of Eva. âYou wrote this⌠and will write it,â he said.
A flicker of confusion crossed Seekerâs face.
âI will give you the words again, as I did before,â said the Interpreter. âBut I must return it to the peddler, who will sell it to Eager-Mindâwho in turn will give it back to you.â
âAll that has happened to you, you will write,â said the Interpreter. âYour own Book will rest by the River of Life. The water there is freeâso drink and be filled. He smiled faintly, âAs one of your own once said, âThe water is free. So drink. Drink and be filled up.â
–
Then the Interpreter led him to a chamber called Rest, where soft couches and deep cushions invited the weary to be still. Above the door, words were carved in gold: Come unto me, and I will give you rest.
The Interpreter gestured toward a couch. âSit,â he said gently. âRest awhile.â Then without another word, he withdrew and closed the door behind him.
–
Before long, Innocent appeared in the doorway and beckoned him to follow. A bath had been drawn, and fresh garments laid out for him. The trousers were of fine wool, dark gray and neatly pressed; the shirt, white linen, hemmed at collar and sleeve with threads of gold. His boots were soft and supple, yet firm enough to steady his steps.
–
When he returnedârefreshed and joyfulâto the chamber called Rest, Innocent was waiting.
âThe Interpreter invites you to dine with Him,â she said, her tone gentle. She led him to the dining hall, where a simple yet splendid feast was set before him: bread, butter and honey, and nutsâand a bottle of wine, deep red as blood.
So Seeker ate and drank with the Interpreter and with Innocent, and his heart grew very merry. As they shared their meal, the Interpreter unfolded many mysteries, speaking truth and wisdom with gentleness and delight.
Then Seeker gathered his courage and asked the question that had long weighed on his heart. âWhy is your House in ruins? And why are you here?â
âThe Wicket Gate, Beelzebubâs Castle, and my House once stood in balance with one another,â said the Interpreter. âRemove even one, and the others will surely fall. After the days of Christian and Christianaâby the time of Tender-Conscience and Evadneâgreat multitudes took up pilgrimage. The more Beelzebub denied, the more Good-Will received, and the more I sent onward to the Cross.
âThen a council of the dragonâs captains aroseâMammon at their headâand they conspired to overthrow Beelzebub. He joined himself to Demas and to Adam-the-First, and together they removed the Cross from the Hill of Deliverance.â
âWith no opposition, the Wicket Gate stood wide openâand with the Cross removed, I had no cause to remain in that realm any longer.â
âBut what Mammon does not understand is that the Cross cannot be torn down. It is the dying that must come before awakening to the truth.â
âLike Hopefulâhere in the Fair,â Seeker said with a faint smile.
âYes,â the Interpreter replied, his eyes warm. âLike Hopeful.â
–
After they had dined, the Interpreter led Seeker to an armory, where a mighty warriorâmuch like Great-Heartâawaited. He clothed Seeker in armor supple as leather, light as a feather.
âAnd yet it is stronger than steel,â said the warrior, his voice steady and sure. âNo blade or arrow of any fiend shall pierce it.â
Then the warrior girded Seeker with a belt and scabbard and placed in his hand the Sword of Wisdom.
âI donât know how to fight,â Seeker admitted.
âIt will guide your hands,â the warrior replied.
Then the Interpreter placed the Necklace of Conscience around Seekerâs neck.
âKnowing all things togetherâremembering yourselfâthis will keep you from harm.â
With that, he blessed Seeker and sent him on his way.
***
When Seeker returned home, Beautiful and Wonderful were astonished at his appearance. The weariness that had long shadowed his face was gone; his eyes were clear and bright, and the bruise that had darkened his brow had vanished without a trace.
âNo bruise, new clothesâDaddyâs a new man,â Wonderful said with a playful smirk, her eyes sparkling with relief.
Beautiful traced a finger along the hilt of his new sword. She smiled softly, lovinglyâbut a faint shadow crossed her face, as though joy and worry had chosen to dwell together in her heart.
âWhat is it, dearest?â Seeker asked gently.
âYou look wonderful. And Wonderful is better, butâŚâ
âYes?â
Her voice faltered. âMy heart is so heavy for Bright. What ifâ”
Seeker nodded, resting his hand on the hilt at his side. âThen I will go to him.â


Wonderful knelt beside Seekerâs bed, pressing a cool, damp cloth to his forehead. When he tried to rise, she laid a hand on his chest, gently preventing him.
âI have to.â He struggled to sit up. âWork.â
âDaddy, lie still,â she said firmly. âHow are you supposed to work when you canât even string two words together?â
âMother!â she called across the house.
Moments later Beautiful appeared in the doorway.
âDaddyâs being stubborn,â Wonderful said. âTell him he wonât get better if he wonât rest.â
âBook,â Seeker muttered.
Beautiful sat beside him and took his hand. âRest a little longer, love. Iâll bring your book.â
Wonderful rose and smoothed her dress. âIâve made up my mind,â she said.
Beautiful met her gaze, a weary sigh escaping her.
âIâm going to be Mr. Skillâs apprentice.â
***
Wonderful knocked softly on Mr. Skillâs door and waited, hands clasped in front of her. She didnât knock again. When the door opened, Mr. Skill straightened at the sight of her.
âMy father is sick,â she said simply.
He turned to reach for his satchel, but she caught his arm. âNoâdonât get it. Teach me.â
He studied her for a long moment, as if weighing her soul. Then, a faint smile touched his lips. âVery well,â he said softly. âCome in.â
–
He led her into his stillroom. Shelves lined the wall, crowded with glass jars and stoppered vialsâsome clear, others tinted amber or green. Each bore a neat label in careful script: Tinctura Hyperici, Unguentum Valerianae, Spiritus Menthae. Bundles of dried herbs hung from the rafters, their scents mingling in the airârosemary, sage, and foxglove among them. A mortar and pestle sat on the counter, its surface dusted with traces of crushed petals and powdered bark.
A copper still gleamed softly in the lamplight, breathing thin curls of fragrant steam into the air. At the hearth, a kettle simmered over a low fire, its quiet bubbling the roomâs only sound.
–
Day by day, Wonderful rose with the sun and went to Mr. Skillâs house, where he taught her patiently. Some mornings he explained, and she took careful notes, ink smudging her fingertips. Other days they wandered the Plain of Ease together, gathering herbs beneath the open sky.
–
âThis is chamomile,â he said showing her a jar of small, delicate blossoms. âSteep it in hot water for headaches.â
âBoneset,â he said lifting a stalk from the bundle beside him. âYouâll find it near running water, where the ground stays cool and damp. Its leaves are rough and hairy, its flowers a deep purple. It mends bruisesâand broken bones.â
As they walked across the Plain of Ease, they came upon a patch of yarrow, its fern-like leaves spread low beneath clusters of tiny white blooms. âIt loves the sun,â he said kneeling beside it. âGood for closing wounds and cooling fevers.â
As they walked, she noticed a dense cluster of golden-yellow flowers, each with five bright petals. With his pruners, he clipped the upper stems and tied them neatly into a bundle. Then he held one leaf to the light.
âSee the tiny pinholes?â he said softly. âTheyâre windows for the sunâbringing grace to the darkened mind.â
He knelt beside a tall plant crowned with pale pink umbels and began to loosen the soil around its base. Gently, he lifted the roots free. âIt favors damp ground,â he said, brushing the dirt from his hands, âbut only where the moon can reach it. It brings sleepâand quiets the heart.â
–
âDiscernment is necessary,â he said. âNot every remedy suits every wound. The dose mattersâwhat heals in small measure can harm, even kill, in excess.â
He opened a small pouch filled with hard resin. âMyrrh,â he said. âSome gifts come dear. Youâll find this in the merchantâs tent. Its smoke drives corruption from the air.â
–
Wonderful learned quickly, taking careful notes and helping Mr. Skill prepare his medicines. Under his guidance she mastered the steps of each preparation, and before long she could work almost entirely on her own.
–
âYou have to see the whole person,â he taught her. âAlways begin with the eyes. Dull eyes speak of weariness. Yellow of bile, and bright eyes of fever. But you have to see deeper. Sometimes the sickness is not of the body, but the hope within.â
âListen to your patient,â he said. âTheir tongue will tell you much. A good healer speaks little and listens long. Attend to their voiceâthe strength of it, the breath between words, and whether their thoughts hold together.â
âNext, feel their heat and pulse,â he said. âIf the heart beats too fast, it flees from battle; too slow and it despairs of victory. From the skin you can sense fever, shock, or the faintness of a failing heart.â
âA foul scent warns of corruption,â he said. âEvery sickness, every poison carries its own odor. In time, youâll know them all.â
âAnd be watchful,â he said. âHands tremble for many reasonsâsome from cold, others from fear. A chill may seize the body or the soul. Clenched fists can hide pain.â
âIf the body ails, give medicine. If the soul, give mercy. Often the two walk hand in handâand you must tend both, or neither will mend.â He paused, eyes softening, âAnd when you face a sickness you cannot heal, do not despair. Healing belongs to the Great Physician.â
–

And Wonderful heeded Mr. Skillâs words. She watched her father closely, studying every breath and motion as if reading a living book. Then she shared her observations with Mr. Skill, and together they walked the Plain of Ease, gathering fresh herbs. Under his patient guidance, she prepared medicine for Seeker.
***
At first, Seeker refused the medicine, shaking his head stubbornly. No coaxing, no pleading would move himâuntil Wonderfulâs tears broke through his defiance. Then, at last, he relented.
The first night, Seeker thrashed in his sleep. By morning, a fury had seized himâhe ranted and cursed without pause, and it went on for three days. Beautiful grew terrified, but Wonderful urged her to be patient. On the fifth day, a strange stillness fell over him. His eyes were open, yet emptyâflat and lifeless, like a man staring through the veil between worlds.
On the seventh day, the bruise began to fade. His dizziness lifted, his thoughts cleared, and for the first time in months, a smile returned to his face.
That night, he slept peacefullyâfor the first time in years. His rest had always been troubled and thin, haunted by dreams that never let him go.
A Shining One stood before him. He did not so much arrive as dawn. He cast no lightâhe was light: living, searching, unblinking. His wings spread vast and gold, the hue of morning breaking through the clouds. His hair shimmered like sunlight caught in water. His eyes burnedânot with heat, but with comprehension.
âYou have been invited.â His voice moved like wind across harp strings. It did not reach Seekerâs ears so much as his soul. He felt the meaning rather than understood itâas though words were too small to hold what had been spoken.
The invitation was written in letters of goldâthe same hand that had penned the note in the Interpreterâs towerâand it was signed, simply: I.
The Shining One led him through the streets of Vanity. At the cityâs heart stood a stately mansion, its marble walls and gardens gleaming in the unearthly light.
Seeker turned to ask the Shining One what manner of place this wasâbut he stood alone, though the light had not faded. He blinked, and in that instant, found himself lying in his own bed beside Beautiful, sunlight streaming softly through the window.
What did the dream mean? He searched the bed, the floorâno invitation written in letters of gold. Yet he remembered every step as if branded into his mind.
He would go and see.


Uriel leads Seeker through Vanity

Wonderful set On Alchemy aside on her bed and reached for The Healerâs Garden. She thumbed carefully through its pages, tracing the faded sketches of leaves and roots, the neat lists of tinctures, salves, and poultices. She had found the book in Paganâs cave and slipped it quietly into her pack when they left. There had to be something in here that could help Daddyâs bruise. Heâd had it for as long as she could rememberâa dark blotch spreading across his forehead, swollen and green and purple, like a wound that refused to forgive.
Bright said Daddy had gotten it when a boulder from Giant Wrath struck himâbefore she was born. Some wounds, she thought, just never healed. Bright still limped from his own battlesâwith Wrath, and later with Plague.
Then there was her. She didnât have a bruise or a limp, but she was broken just the same. Maybe it was from their time in the caveârationing every morsel of food while Plague ravaged the world outside. Maybe it had started even before that.
By all reason, she should have been happy. Daddy had found work in Fair-Speech, and they had a lovely home to live inâa kitchen as nice as the one in the Valley, and her own room. Mama had taken her out to buy new clothes, and there were so many delicious, interesting foods here.
Mama and Daddy had gone out again. Every day, Comfort discovered a new place to take themâa different restaurant, new flavors to taste. After their long confinement in the cave, it warmed Wonderful just to see Mama smile again. And yet, something still felt very wrong. Vanity was bright, excitingâfull of sights and sounds sheâd never knownâbut beneath it all, the people felt hollow. Their smiles were wide, but their eyes empty.
A wave of dizziness swept over her. Sheâd lie downâjust for a minute or two.
***
Seeker and Beautiful strolled through the streets of Vanity Fair, where tents and banners blazed with color beneath the sunâsome striped, others woven with intricate designs. On either side of the road stood booths overflowing with goods, vendors crying out to the passing crowds.
âWhere is it today?â Seeker called, raising his voice above the din of the Fair.
âComfort told me about a place that makes excellent grilled fish,â Beautiful replied.
âYou already had fish,â Seeker said, wrinkling his nose.
âThat was fish stew,â she countered, eyes dancing. âBesides, we ate what you wanted yesterday. Todayâs my turn.â
They passed a juggler and a fire-breather. Beautiful flinched as the flames burst out, stopping only inches from her. Down the street, someone was leading an ape by a rope.
âI miss Bright,â Beautiful said softly.
Seeker nodded. Then, trying to lighten the mood, he added, âI bet Wonderful could even find her guinea pig here.â
âHere,â said Beautiful, pointing down an alley as they reached the edge of the Fair.
A sign caught Seekerâs eye: Ye Olde Books. He drifted toward the doorway, but Beautiful tugged his hand.
âIâm hungry,â she said with a small pout. âAnd you already have too many books.â
Seeker let himself be led awayâreluctantly. But he knew heâd be back. There was a book in the window that had caught his eye.
The restaurant was small and cozy, with tables both inside and on the porch outside. A wooden sign displayed the menu near the door. Beautiful pointed at it.
âI told you theyâd have food you like too,â she said, smiling.
***
[Authors note: Where is Comfort? She has her own place in Vanity and has parted ways with Seeker, Beautiful, and Wonderful for a time. I hear sheâs been spending her days with Thoughtful, who also dwells in Vanity. What theyâre doing, my friendâthat lies beyond the scope of this dream]
***
âHave you seen Wonderful?â Beautiful asked, setting down the basket. âI brought home food for her.â
Seeker shook his head. âNo. She hasnât come out of her room.â
âWonderful!â Beautiful called, hurrying down the hall. She knocked softly. âWonderful?â Silence. She eased the door open and stepped inside. When she emerged moments later, worry was etched deep in her face.
âSheâs burning up.â
Seeker stepped into the room. Wonderful lay curled beneath her blanket, shivering. Beads of sweat glistened on her brow. Her lips moved, murmuring words he couldnât make out.
Seeker sank beside the bed. âWonderful?â
Beautiful appeared with a cup of water and a few capsules. She eased Wonderful upright, her movements careful and practiced. âHere,â she murmured, pressing the rim to her lips. âTake these. Theyâll make you feel better.â
–
Seeker stayed beside her through the night, wiping her brow with a damp cloth. Beautiful entered quietly.
âGet some rest,â she said. âIâll look after her.â
 –
  Days slipped by.  At night, Seeker kept watch by Wonderfulâs bedside.  By day, Beautiful tended to her while Seeker worked in Fair-Speech.  She gave Wonderful the medicine sheâd bought in Vanity, but there was no changeâno flicker of improvement.
***
âIâm going to find Mr. Skill,â Seeker said.
Beautiful looked up sharply, but before she could answer, he went on.
âHeâs one of the Kingâs men. Good-Confidence told me about him back in the Valley of the Shadow of Deathâthe healer who tended the heroes after their battle with Plague. They were half-dead when they reached him, but he made them whole again.
Surely, he wasnât the same Mr. Skill Christiana had sought in the Book Beautiful gave himâperhaps a descendant, carrying on the work of his forebear.
Seeker pushed through the tangled lanes and streets, heedless of the noise and bustle around him. All his thoughts were on his daughter. At last, he stopped before a small houseâthis was it. He was certain. He knocked once. Then again, harder.
A young man opened the doorâhis eyes calm yet burdened with a wisdom far older than his years.
âYes?â he asked quietly.
âMr. Skill?â Seekerâs voice trembled. âPleaseâcome with me. My daughter is dreadfully ill.â
Mr. Skill stepped inside without a word and soon returned with a leather satchel in hand. Then, without hesitation, he followed Seeker through the crowded streets back to his home.
Mr. Skill took Wonderfulâs wrist gently between thumb and forefinger. He bent close, listening to her breathâand then inhaled, as if testing the air itself. His eyes drifted shut in concentration.
âYou were wise to come,â he said at last. âThis is no sickness the physicians of Vanity can cure.â
He straightened and looked to Seeker. âI will leave you medicine. Give it to her once a day, and she will recover.â He reached into his satchel and drew out several small packets of bitter-smelling powder, placing them carefully in Seekerâs hands. Then he brought forth a clay jug and handed it to Beautiful. âThis is from the Waters of Life. Mix one packet in a cup of water and give it to her every day.â
âThank you,â Beautiful whispered.
âHow much do we owe you?â Seeker asked.
Mr. Skill smiled and shook his head. âFreely youâve received; freely give.â
***
Beautiful emptied the packet into a cup and poured in water from the jug, stirring until it dissolved. Then she lifted Wonderful upright and pressed the cup to her lips.
Within minutes, Wonderful was sitting up on her own. By the next day, she was walking about the house. Before the week was over, she was smiling and singing againâthe glint in her eyes Beautiful hadnât seen in years had returned.
***
Beautifulâs heart tightened as Seeker came through the door. Heâd been driving himself past the limit. His eyes were bloodshot, his shoulders stooped beneath the weight of his load.
âSeeker!â she snapped. âWhy are you carrying your books?â
âCanât,â he stammered. âLose⌠my books.â
âWhat are you talking about?â she said. âYouâre not going to lose anything.â
The bruise on his forehead was awful to look at. Heâd carried it since the day Giant Wrath had struck him, but never had it looked this bad. The color had darkened and spreadâdown the side of his face, up toward the crown of his headâlike something alive beneath his skin.
He pressed a hand to his head, eyes unfocused.
âLost,â he said. A pause, shallow breath. âLost.â
âLost what, Seeker?â she asked softly, taking his hand in hers. Her brow furrowed, the worry showing in every line of her face.
âMy job.â
He swayed, the words slurring at the edgesâthen crumpled to the floor.


Bright began to nod as dawn crept over the valley. As usual, he had kept watch through the night, guarding the flock from coyotes, and slept during the day. Most nights his presence alone was enough to keep the predators away, but now and again he had to drive them off with his staff.
A sickening stench of rot and bile rolled through the air, so strong it turned his stomach. Bright jolted upright. The dawn silence shatteredâlow, animal growls, ragged wheezing, and piercing shrieks echoed across the pasture. The sounds werenât coming from the dark mountains.
He snatched up his staff and rose to his feet, squinting toward the Valley of the Shadow of Death. The morning glare burned his eyes, but thenâhe saw it. It was like nothing he had ever seen before.
It was a skeletal monstrosity draped in blood-soaked cloth that clung to its decaying frame. Its flesh was pale and leathery, stretched tight over bone so that every rib and sinew showed beneath. Long, spindly limbs ended in claws like razors. Its head was shaped almost like a coyoteâsâbut twisted, grotesqueâits gaping maw lined with jagged teeth that dripped fresh blood.
Its body was shaped like a manâs, yet it crawled on all fours with a jerking, convulsive gaitâas though forcing itself into a feral posture its bones could scarcely endure.
It lurched toward the flock in a sudden burst of speed. Bright froze in horror as it reared on its hind legsâtaller even than Giant Wrathâand slashed at a ewe. One swipe, and the creatureâs claws tore her down. Then it dropped back to its crawling, spasmodic stance. But it didnât feed. It didnât drag its kill away. Instead, it flung itself among the others, striking at them in a frenzy of mindless violence.
The flock scattered in panic, but the beast was faster. It pounced on one sheep, then another, rending them apart with its teeth and claws.
Bright shouted, but the creature didnât even flinch. He ran toward it, his heart pounding like a hammer in his chest. The stench of rot and blood gagged him. He swung his staff, striking the beast square across the back. It didnât turn. It only kept tearing through the flock.
A foul poison seeped from the beastâs wounds, hissing where it touched the ground. From the place his staff had struck, a sickly miasma rose, curling through the air. The stench clawed at Brightâs throat, and he fell to his knees, coughing as the fumes closed around him.
The beast swung a claw at him, but Bright rolled aside just in time. It wheeled with a snarl and lunged after the fleeing sheep.
It was over before he even knew it had begun. The flock had scattered, and the beast was goneâbut the carnage remained. Sheep lay strewn across the grass, bleeding, choking, gasping out their last breaths.
Bright fell to his knees beside the nearest sheep, bitterness twisting his gut. She lay still, unnaturally quiet, her wide, pleading eyes fixed on him.
Bright slammed his fist into the earth and cried outâa long, broken sound that tore through the valley.
***
Seeker had seemed unsettled when he came home from work the night before.
âThereâs talk of a new giant roaming the Valley,â heâd said quietly. âPlague. They say it rose out of Doubtingâsomething unlike anything anyoneâs seen before.â
Beautifulâs mind raced. Would Seeker be safe crossing the Valley to work? Would any of them be safe here? Sheâd seen Wrath punch through the walls of Palace Beautiful as if they were paper. These walls would never stand against that. Could the Phial keep Plague away as it had Giant Wrath?
And Brightâhe insisted on staying out with his sheep all night. The coyotes and bears were bad enough. But now this? She couldnât bear it if anything happened to him.
â
Seeker kissed her and was halfway to the door when a scuffle broke out outside. Bright burst inâwild-eyed, hair in disarray.
âIt didnât even eat them!â he gasped, face flushed. âJust senseless slaughter.â
âSlow down, Bright,â Seeker said, stepping toward him. âWhat happened?â
âA beast attackedâbut it didnât come from the mountains,â Bright said, his voice trembling. âIt came out of the Valley of the Shadow of Death. Hugeâand nothing like anything youâve ever seen.â
âPlague,â Beautiful whispered, swallowing hard.
Bright closed his eyes, shuddering at the memory. âThatâs right,â he whispered. âWhen I struck it, sickness oozed outâlike the air itself turned foul. Thereâs no fighting something like that. Even from behind I was taking harm. I canât imagine standing before its claws and fangs.
Cold fingers of dread crept around Beautifulâs heart.
âIt was fastâso fast that even Giant Wrath seemed slow and lumbering by comparison.
âWe have to go,â Beautiful said.
âGo? Where?â Seeker asked, shaking his head.
âForward,â she whispered. âEven if we wanted to climb the Hill of Difficulty again, thereâs nothing for us behind.â
âI canât leave my flock,â Bright protested.
âI canât lose you either,â Beautiful said, her voice breaking. âWe have to go.â
Seekerâs face drained of color. âThe Valley of the Shadow of DeathâŚâ
âWeâll have to face it sooner or later,â Beautiful snapped.
A soft knock sounded at the door, and Comfort peeked inside.
âCome in, Comfort,â Beautiful said.
âHave you heard?â Comfort asked quietly. âAbout Plague?â
âWe have to leave,â Beautiful replied, her voice firm but breaking.
âIf we travel light, we can reach Vanity by nightfall,â Comfort said.
âIâm not leaving my books,â Seeker replied. âAnd what if we donât make it? Weâll be without food.â
âYouâll carry your booksâand our things,â Beautiful said sharply. âThe rest of us will take as much food as we can manage.â Her eyes flicked to Bright. âYou too.â
Wonderful burst into the room, eyes bright. âIâm not little anymore. I can carry as much as Bright!â
All eyes turned to Seeker. He drew a slow breath. âAll right. We leave in an hour.â
***
The Dream blinked and I stood within the Celestial City. For all the times I had wandered the Dream, never once had I passed through its gates. The streets shone like burnished gold, and the walls glimmered with every kind of precious stone.
A river, clear as crystal, flowed through the city. I knew it at onceâthe waters of Beulah, the same River of Life that had wound before the Delectable Mountains and through the Interpreterâs ravine in the valley below.
As I followed the riverâs course, faces seemed to glimmer beneath the lightâfamiliar, beloved. I was certain I saw Christian and Christiana walking arm in arm, their laughter carried faintly on the air. Yet I did not stop until I reached the riverâs source.
It flowed from a throne of lapis lazuli, gleaming like the heart of heaven. The One who sat upon it shone with a brilliance too great to behold. Before the throne burned seven mighty lamps, and a rainbow encircled it like living light. Lightning flashed across the sky, and the sound of thunder rolled through the heavens.
Six-winged dragons of breathtaking beauty circled above, crying out, âHoly, holy, holy!â Strange beings with four wings and faces of an ox, man, a lion, and an eagle lifted harps in their hands. Beneath them turned living wheelsâwheels within wheelsârimmed with eyes that watch in every direction.
Before the throne knelt Michael the Archangel.
A voice like the sound of many rushing waters flowed from the throne. âSet a watch upon the Valley of the Shadow of Death. My son and daughter have suffered enough at the hands of that place; not a single hair shall fall to the ground.â
Michael bowed his head. âAs you command, Your Majesty.â
Then I saw Michael gather a legion of Shining Ones. He lifted his hand and commanded them to descend into the Valley of the Shadow of Death, to stand guard and suffer no harm to come to Seeker, Beautiful, or their house. And he charged them to keep silent and remain unseen.
And Sariel his brother went before them, shining a light upon their path, that their feet should not stumble.
***
Seeker shivered as they stepped into the Valley of the Shadow of Death. The air was unnervingly stillâalmost peaceful. The sirenâs songs were hushed; no wings beat above, no fiends howled below. Yet the silence felt watchful, as if the darkness itself were holding its breath. Before them, a soft light glimmered, marking the way, and Seeker raised the Phial to strengthen the glow, its radiance joining the light before them.
Seeker frowned in quiet wonder. What was that light? Were there other pilgrims ahead? Yet each time they pausedâto rest, to tighten a strapâthe glow halted just beyond them. And when they moved again, it moved with them.
To their right yawned the great abyssâthe pit that led down to Hell itself. As they walked, Seeker spoke softly of how Apollyon had risen against Perry and Eva, and how he had dragged Perry into the depths. And how Eva, returning to the Palace Beautiful, had clad herself in armor, taken up sword and shield, and followed her love into Hellâstriking down countless fiends as she descended.
Of the sulphureous bog that fumed on their left, Seeker said nothing.
â
Step by step they kept to the Narrow Way until at last they reached the far side. The going had been easierâmuch easierâthan they expected, but none of them wished to linger.
Seeker turned to them. âBe vigilant. Weâre coming to the dangerous stretchâpits and snares. We stay together.â
Merry squirmed in Wonderfulâs arms. âNo, Merry,â she said, holding him fast.
â
They were not prepared for what lay before them. The ground ahead was buried in mangled corpses, heaped in rotting, putrid moundsâPlagueâs handiwork laid bare. The pits were long since filled and spilling over. In the few places where bodies did not cover the earth, pools of blackened blood had gathered, glistening faintly in the ghostly light.
Bright doubled over and vomited. Wonderful stood trembling, eyes wide with terror. Beautiful swayed, and Seeker caught her before she could fall.
The light ahead flickered, then went out. Seekerâs Phial flared brighter in the darkness, its glow trembling in his hands.
âThereâs no way forward,â he said quietly.
âAnd we canât go back,â Beautifulâs voice broke, thin with panic.
âThat leaves one choice,â Seeker said, his voice steadier than he felt. âGiant Paganâs cave. It should be closeâabandoned long ago.â
They picked their way carefully over the bodies until they reached the foot of the mountains, where the dark mouth of a cave yawned before themâmuch larger than the one on the Hill of Difficulty. A rough palisade of splintered beams and broken spears half-blocked the entrance. With effort, it could be dragged into place to bar the way and give them some measure of safety inside.
Ash and dried blood clung to the wood. The air was thick with iron and decay. Seeker ran his fingers along one of the shattered shafts.
âPeople fought here,â he murmured.
Beautiful traced the splintered ends, the blackened tips.
âAnd died,â she whispered.

Seeker and Bright dragged the palisade into place, wedging it across the caveâs mouth. âThat should hold,â Seeker saidâbut the uncertainty in his voice betrayed him.
Seeker raised the Phial, its light spilling into the darkness. The ceiling arched high above him like the nave of some forgotten cathedral. Pillars of limestone loomed out of the shadowsânatural yet shaped as if by purposeâsome carved in the likeness of forgotten gods.
The floor was smoothâworn by centuries of passing feetâand somewhere in the darkness, a thin trickle of water echoed, steady and patient, like a clock marking eternity.
Along one wall, stone shelves jutted from the rock itselfâhalf buried, half formedâlined with scrolls and codices, papyrus and parchment, even clay tablets impressed with ancient script. They bore the tongues of forgotten ages: Greek, Coptic, Aramaicâand others marked with runes no one alive could read. Dust lay thick on them, though not a single cobweb clung.
Seeker lifted a cracked volume from the shelf. âOdysseia,â he murmured, brushing his thumb across the faded letters. âSong of the Wanderer.â
âWho wouldâve thought a giant could read?â Bright quipped.
âLike Daddy,â said Wonderful, her face bright with pride.
As they moved deeper into the cave, the walls came alive with bioluminescent moss, while threads of light filtered through cracks above. The air carried the soft fragrance of myrrh and old incense. Candles rested in shallow alcoves along the stone. Seeker struck his clasp-knife against flint, and one by one the flames flickered to life, filling the chamber with a steady glow.
On a stone arch was carved the words: Sapientia per lumen naturae. Beneath it, scrawled in a rough, trembling hand, were the words: Quaesivi veritatem et perdidi pacem.
On the far wall, a cracked relief of a human face was carved in stoneâsplit clean down the middle. Beneath it, the words were etched: ÎÎΊÎÎ ÎŁÎÎμΤÎÎ.
Bright pointed at it. âWhatâs that one say?â
âKnow yourself,â Seeker answered quietly.
Merry darted ahead, panting with excitement, stopping every few steps to sniff this and that.
Along one wall stood an altar carved from black basaltâsmooth and cold, its grooves worn deep where blood once ran. Symbols were etched along its sides: the sun, serpents, constellations. Scattered nearby lay ancient offering bowls, cracked and rimmed with soot.
âWe can use it to cook.â He crouched beside it, gathering stones and kindling a small fire to chase away the caveâs chill.
â
Near the back of the cave lay a hollow in the caveâa vast depression worn smooth by Giant Paganâs weight. Scattered around it were fragments: broken chains, rusted armor, splintered bones, and the remains of an idol. The rock still held a chill, as if it remembered him.
âIâm not sleeping there,â Beautiful exclaimed. Instead, she and Comfort began to unroll their bedrolls around the fire Seeker had lit on the altar.
***
Days passed, then weeks. Each morning Seeker pushed the palisade aside just enough to slip through and look outside. The heaps of corpses grew higher with each passing day, all bearing the same marksâPlagueâs work. When it became clear they would be trapped longer than a few days, they began to ration their food, eating only what was necessary to endure.
Seeker spent his days poring over the booksâthose written in the tongues he knew, and those whose symbols taunted him with meaning just beyond reach. But the bruise on his forehead throbbed with a dull, relentless ache that clouded his thoughts. At times the pain blurred his vision, forcing him to lean against the wall, eyes closed, breathing through the dizziness until it passed.
At night his sleep was broken and thin, haunted by the treadwheel, by Giant Wrath, and by Charmâs deceit. He tried to still his thoughts, but the weight of the dead beyond the cave pressed against his heart, as though their silence reached even his dreams.
Months passed. Outside, the bodies no longer rose in heaps. Flies thickened in clouds over the decay, and the flesh wasted into bone. Inside, their rations dwindled day by day until at last there was nothing leftânot a fragment, not a crumb.
Seeker stepped out of the cave as he did every day. The sun shone strangely bright through the gloom of the Valley, casting long, sharp shadows across the ground. In the distance, he saw a lone figure walking the Narrow Way, moving slowly through the haze.
âHail!â Seeker called.
As the stranger drew nearer, Seeker saw the guarded way he movedâhis eyes scanning the shadows, one hand resting on the hilt of his sword.
âWhat news of Plague?â Seeker called.
The strangerâs shoulders eased, though his eyes were hollow. âHorrible, horrible,â he said. âMillions have died. In Coveting, the mayor refused to close the silver mine. âThere is no Plague,â he told them. âThe King Himself has blessed our labor.ââ The man gestured toward the bones. âAnd this is their reward.â
âWe hid in the cave,â Seeker said quietly, âToo afraid to go on.â
The stranger smiled at Seeker. âRest easy, my friend,â he said. âA band of true warriors rose up and struck Plague a mortal blow. They nearly finished himâbut he escaped north into the lands of Doubting.â
Seeker and Good-Confidenceâfor so he introduced himselfâspoke for some time. When at last Good-Confidence took his leave, Seeker wished him Godspeed and returned to the cave, eager to share the good news.
â
Seeker gathered his pack, adding to it a few of the books from the caveâfor even in this place, there were fragments of truth to be found. Their provisions were gone, so there was little else to carry.
As they prepared to depart, Bright said, âI will return to the Valley of Humility.â
âNo,â Beautiful replied softly but firmly. âOur way lies forward. We do not go back.â
âI will go back,â he insisted. âIf any of the flock yet live, Iâll seek themâand tend their wounds.â
Beautiful pleaded with him, but it was no use. Seeker recognized that stubborn set of the jaw, that unyielding fire in his eyesâheâd seen both a thousand times before, in her. There was no arguing with it. Bright had made up his mind.
At the edge of the Narrow Way, Seeker drew Bright into an embrace and pressed the Phial into his hands.
âThis will keep the fiends at bay,â he said softly. âDonât lingerâdonât stop for anything. The horrors of the Valley of the Shadow of Death are beyond words. The sooner you reach Humility, the safer youâll be.â
âBright,â Beautiful whispered, pulling him close and holding on as if she could keep him there by sheer will. Tears streamed down her cheeks. âMy BrightâŚâ
Bright eased back from the embrace. âItâs all right, Mama,â he said softly. âIâll be fine.â
He turned and started down the Narrow Way toward the southâstaff in one hand, the Phial raised in the otherâhis voice fading into the distance as he sang.
They watched until Brightâs light was swallowed by the darkness. Beautiful sank to her knees, her body shaking with sobs she could no longer hold back.
Wonderful knelt beside her and wrapped her arms around her mother. Her voice trembled but carried a quiet conviction. âDonât cry, Mama,â she whispered. âBright will be fine. Heâs stronger than you think.â
â
Seeker, Beautiful, Wonderful, and Comfort turned northward, stepping carefully over bones and watching for hidden snares. They passed through a narrow gap in the mountains that bordered the Valley of the Shadow of Death and came out upon a gentle knoll. The air felt lighter here, touched with the scent of grass instead of decay. Above them, clouds drifted across a pale blue sky.
Seeker reached for Beautifulâs hand. Wonderful set Merry down gently, and he bounded forward, tail wagging, barking in the wind. Far ahead, the bright tents of Vanity Fair shimmered in the sunlight, their banners fluttering gaily in the breeze.


Seeker and Bright dragged the palisade into place, wedging it across the caveâs mouth. âThat should hold,â Seeker saidâbut the uncertainty in his voice betrayed him.
Seeker raised the Phial, its light spilling into the darkness. The ceiling arched high above him like the nave of some forgotten cathedral. Pillars of limestone loomed out of the shadowsânatural yet shaped as if by purposeâsome carved in the likeness of forgotten gods.
The floor was smoothâworn by centuries of passing feetâand somewhere in the darkness, a thin trickle of water echoed, steady and patient, like a clock marking eternity.
Along one wall, stone shelves jutted from the rock itselfâhalf buried, half formedâlined with scrolls and codices, papyrus and parchment, even clay tablets impressed with ancient script. They bore the tongues of forgotten ages: Greek, Coptic, Aramaicâand others marked with runes no one alive could read. Dust lay thick on them, though not a single cobweb clung.
Seeker lifted a cracked volume from the shelf. âOdysseia,â he murmured, brushing his thumb across the faded letters. âSong of the Wanderer.â
âWho wouldâve thought a giant could read?â Bright quipped.
âLike Daddy,â said Wonderful, her face bright with pride.
As they moved deeper into the cave, the walls came alive with bioluminescent moss, while threads of light filtered through cracks above. The air carried the soft fragrance of myrrh and old incense. Candles rested in shallow alcoves along the stone. Seeker struck his clasp-knife against flint, and one by one the flames flickered to life, filling the chamber with a steady glow.
On a stone arch was carved the words: Sapientia per lumen naturae. Beneath it, scrawled in a rough, trembling hand, were the words: Quaesivi veritatem et perdidi pacem.
On the far wall, a cracked relief of a human face was carved in stoneâsplit clean down the middle. Beneath it, the words were etched: ÎÎΊÎÎ ÎŁÎÎμΤÎÎ.
Bright pointed at it. âWhatâs that one say?â
âKnow yourself,â Seeker answered quietly.
Merry darted ahead, panting with excitement, stopping every few steps to sniff this and that.
Along one wall stood an altar carved from black basaltâsmooth and cold, its grooves worn deep where blood once ran. Symbols were etched along its sides: the sun, serpents, constellations. Scattered nearby lay ancient offering bowls, cracked and rimmed with soot.
âWe can use it to cook.â He crouched beside it, gathering stones and kindling a small fire to chase away the caveâs chill.
–
Near the back of the cave lay a hollow in the caveâa vast depression worn smooth by Giant Paganâs weight. Scattered around it were fragments: broken chains, rusted armor, splintered bones, and the remains of an idol. The rock still held a chill, as if it remembered him.
âIâm not sleeping there,â Beautiful exclaimed. Instead, she and Comfort began to unroll their bedrolls around the fire Seeker had lit on the altar.
***
Days passed, then weeks. Each morning Seeker pushed the palisade aside just enough to slip through and look outside. The heaps of corpses grew higher with each passing day, all bearing the same marksâPlagueâs work. When it became clear they would be trapped longer than a few days, they began to ration their food, eating only what was necessary to endure.
Seeker spent his days poring over the booksâthose written in the tongues he knew, and those whose symbols taunted him with meaning just beyond reach. But the bruise on his forehead throbbed with a dull, relentless ache that clouded his thoughts. At times the pain blurred his vision, forcing him to lean against the wall, eyes closed, breathing through the dizziness until it passed.
At night his sleep was broken and thin, haunted by the treadwheel, by Giant Wrath, and by Charmâs deceit. He tried to still his thoughts, but the weight of the dead beyond the cave pressed against his heart, as though their silence reached even his dreams.
Months passed. Outside, the bodies no longer rose in heaps. Flies thickened in clouds over the decay, and the flesh wasted into bone. Inside, their rations dwindled day by day until at last there was nothing leftânot a fragment, not a crumb.
Seeker stepped out of the cave as he did every day. The sun shone strangely bright through the gloom of the Valley, casting long, sharp shadows across the ground. In the distance, he saw a lone figure walking the Narrow Way, moving slowly through the haze.
âHail!â Seeker called.
As the stranger drew nearer, Seeker saw the guarded way he movedâhis eyes scanning the shadows, one hand resting on the hilt of his sword.
âWhat news of Plague?â Seeker called.
The strangerâs shoulders eased, though his eyes were hollow. âHorrible, horrible,â he said. âMillions have died. In Coveting, the mayor refused to close the silver mine. âThere is no Plague,â he told them. âThe King Himself has blessed our labor.ââ The man gestured toward the bones. âAnd this is their reward.â
âWe hid in the cave,â Seeker said quietly, âToo afraid to go on.â
The stranger smiled at Seeker. âRest easy, my friend,â he said. âA band of true warriors rose up and struck Plague a mortal blow. They nearly finished himâbut he escaped north into the lands of Doubting.â
Seeker and Good-Confidenceâfor so he introduced himselfâspoke for some time. When at last Good-Confidence took his leave, Seeker wished him Godspeed and returned to the cave, eager to share the good news.
–
Seeker gathered his pack, adding to it a few of the books from the caveâfor even in this place, there were fragments of truth to be found. Their provisions were gone, so there was little else to carry.
As they prepared to depart, Bright said, âI will return to the Valley of Humility.â
âNo,â Beautiful replied softly but firmly. âOur way lies forward. We do not go back.â
âI will go back,â he insisted. âIf any of the flock yet live, Iâll seek themâand tend their wounds.â
Beautiful pleaded with him, but it was no use. Seeker recognized that stubborn set of the jaw, that unyielding fire in his eyesâheâd seen both a thousand times before, in her. There was no arguing with it. Bright had made up his mind.
At the edge of the Narrow Way, Seeker drew Bright into an embrace and pressed the Phial into his hands.
âThis will keep the fiends at bay,â he said softly. âDonât lingerâdonât stop for anything. The horrors of the Valley of the Shadow of Death are beyond words. The sooner you reach Humility, the safer youâll be.â
âBright,â Beautiful whispered, pulling him close and holding on as if she could keep him there by sheer will. Tears streamed down her cheeks. âMy BrightâŚâ
Bright eased back from the embrace. âItâs all right, Mama,â he said softly. âIâll be fine.â
He turned and started down the Narrow Way toward the southâstaff in one hand, the Phial raised in the otherâhis voice fading into the distance as he sang.
They watched until Brightâs light was swallowed by the darkness. Beautiful sank to her knees, her body shaking with sobs she could no longer hold back.
Wonderful knelt beside her and wrapped her arms around her mother. Her voice trembled but carried a quiet conviction. âDonât cry, Mama,â she whispered. âBright will be fine. Heâs stronger than you think.â
–
Seeker, Beautiful, Wonderful, and Comfort turned northward, stepping carefully over bones and watching for hidden snares. They passed through a narrow gap in the mountains that bordered the Valley of the Shadow of Death and came out upon a gentle knoll. The air felt lighter here, touched with the scent of grass instead of decay. Above them, clouds drifted across a pale blue sky.
Seeker reached for Beautifulâs hand. Wonderful set Merry down gently, and he bounded forward, tail wagging, barking in the wind. Far ahead, the bright tents of Vanity Fair shimmered in the sunlight, their banners fluttering gaily in the breeze.

Bright began to nod as dawn crept over the valley. As usual, he had kept watch through the night, guarding the flock from coyotes, and slept during the day. Most nights his presence alone was enough to keep the predators away, but now and again he had to drive them off with his staff.
A sickening stench of rot and bile rolled through the air, so strong it turned his stomach. Bright jolted upright. The dawn silence shatteredâlow, animal growls, ragged wheezing, and piercing shrieks echoed across the pasture. The sounds werenât coming from the dark mountains.
He snatched up his staff and rose to his feet, squinting toward the Valley of the Shadow of Death. The morning glare burned his eyes, but thenâhe saw it. It was like nothing he had ever seen before.
It was a skeletal monstrosity draped in blood-soaked cloth that clung to its decaying frame. Its flesh was pale and leathery, stretched tight over bone so that every rib and sinew showed beneath. Long, spindly limbs ended in claws like razors. Its head was shaped almost like a coyoteâsâbut twisted, grotesqueâits gaping maw lined with jagged teeth that dripped fresh blood.
Its body was shaped like a manâs, yet it crawled on all fours with a jerking, convulsive gaitâas though forcing itself into a feral posture its bones could scarcely endure.
It lurched toward the flock in a sudden burst of speed. Bright froze in horror as it reared on its hind legsâtaller even than Giant Wrathâand slashed at a ewe. One swipe, and the creatureâs claws tore her down. Then it dropped back to its crawling, spasmodic stance. But it didnât feed. It didnât drag its kill away. Instead, it flung itself among the others, striking at them in a frenzy of mindless violence.
The flock scattered in panic, but the beast was faster. It pounced on one sheep, then another, rending them apart with its teeth and claws.
Bright shouted, but the creature didnât even flinch. He ran toward it, his heart pounding like a hammer in his chest. The stench of rot and blood gagged him. He swung his staff, striking the beast square across the back. It didnât turn. It only kept tearing through the flock.
A foul poison seeped from the beastâs wounds, hissing where it touched the ground. From the place his staff had struck, a sickly miasma rose, curling through the air. The stench clawed at Brightâs throat, and he fell to his knees, coughing as the fumes closed around him.
The beast swung a claw at him, but Bright rolled aside just in time. It wheeled with a snarl and lunged after the fleeing sheep.
It was over before he even knew it had begun. The flock had scattered, and the beast was goneâbut the carnage remained. Sheep lay strewn across the grass, bleeding, choking, gasping out their last breaths.
Bright fell to his knees beside the nearest sheep, bitterness twisting his gut. She lay still, unnaturally quiet, her wide, pleading eyes fixed on him.
Bright slammed his fist into the earth and cried outâa long, broken sound that tore through the valley.
***
Seeker had seemed unsettled when he came home from work the night before.
âThereâs talk of a new giant roaming the Valley,â heâd said quietly. âPlague. They say it rose out of Doubtingâsomething unlike anything anyoneâs seen before.â
Beautifulâs mind raced. Would Seeker be safe crossing the Valley to work? Would any of them be safe here? Sheâd seen Wrath punch through the walls of Palace Beautiful as if they were paper. These walls would never stand against that. Could the Phial keep Plague away as it had Giant Wrath?
And Brightâhe insisted on staying out with his sheep all night. The coyotes and bears were bad enough. But now this? She couldnât bear it if anything happened to him.
–
Seeker kissed her and was halfway to the door when a scuffle broke out outside. Bright burst inâwild-eyed, hair in disarray.
âIt didnât even eat them!â he gasped, face flushed. âJust senseless slaughter.â
âSlow down, Bright,â Seeker said, stepping toward him. âWhat happened?â
âA beast attackedâbut it didnât come from the mountains,â Bright said, his voice trembling. âIt came out of the Valley of the Shadow of Death. Hugeâand nothing like anything youâve ever seen.â
âPlague,â Beautiful whispered, swallowing hard.
Bright closed his eyes, shuddering at the memory. âThatâs right,â he whispered. âWhen I struck it, sickness oozed outâlike the air itself turned foul. Thereâs no fighting something like that. Even from behind I was taking harm. I canât imagine standing before its claws and fangs.
Cold fingers of dread crept around Beautifulâs heart.
âIt was fastâso fast that even Giant Wrath seemed slow and lumbering by comparison.
âWe have to go,â Beautiful said.
âGo? Where?â Seeker asked, shaking his head.
âForward,â she whispered. âEven if we wanted to climb the Hill of Difficulty again, thereâs nothing for us behind.â
âI canât leave my flock,â Bright protested.
âI canât lose you either,â Beautiful said, her voice breaking. âWe have to go.â
Seekerâs face drained of color. âThe Valley of the Shadow of DeathâŚâ
âWeâll have to face it sooner or later,â Beautiful snapped.
A soft knock sounded at the door, and Comfort peeked inside.
âCome in, Comfort,â Beautiful said.
âHave you heard?â Comfort asked quietly. âAbout Plague?â
âWe have to leave,â Beautiful replied, her voice firm but breaking.
âIf we travel light, we can reach Vanity by nightfall,â Comfort said.
âIâm not leaving my books,â Seeker replied. âAnd what if we donât make it? Weâll be without food.â
âYouâll carry your booksâand our things,â Beautiful said sharply. âThe rest of us will take as much food as we can manage.â Her eyes flicked to Bright. âYou too.â
Wonderful burst into the room, eyes bright. âIâm not little anymore. I can carry as much as Bright!â
All eyes turned to Seeker. He drew a slow breath. âAll right. We leave in an hour.â
***
The Dream blinked and I stood within the Celestial City. For all the times I had wandered the Dream, never once had I passed through its gates. The streets shone like burnished gold, and the walls glimmered with every kind of precious stone.
A river, clear as crystal, flowed through the city. I knew it at onceâthe waters of Beulah, the same River of Life that had wound before the Delectable Mountains and through the Interpreterâs ravine in the valley below.
As I followed the riverâs course, faces seemed to glimmer beneath the lightâfamiliar, beloved. I was certain I saw Christian and Christiana walking arm in arm, their laughter carried faintly on the air. Yet I did not stop until I reached the riverâs source.
It flowed from a throne of lapis lazuli, gleaming like the heart of heaven. The One who sat upon it shone with a brilliance too great to behold. Before the throne burned seven mighty lamps, and a rainbow encircled it like living light. Lightning flashed across the sky, and the sound of thunder rolled through the heavens.
Six-winged dragons of breathtaking beauty circled above, crying out, âHoly, holy, holy!â Strange beings with four wings and faces of an ox, man, a lion, and an eagle lifted harps in their hands. Beneath them turned living wheelsâwheels within wheelsârimmed with eyes that watch in every direction.
Before the throne knelt Michael the Archangel.
A voice like the sound of many rushing waters flowed from the throne. âSet a watch upon the Valley of the Shadow of Death. My son and daughter have suffered enough at the hands of that place; not a single hair shall fall to the ground.â
Michael bowed his head. âAs you command, Your Majesty.â
Then I saw Michael gather a legion of Shining Ones. He lifted his hand and commanded them to descend into the Valley of the Shadow of Death, to stand guard and suffer no harm to come to Seeker, Beautiful, or their house. And he charged them to keep silent and remain unseen.
And Sariel his brother went before them, shining a light upon their path, that their feet should not stumble.
***
Seeker shivered as they stepped into the Valley of the Shadow of Death. The air was unnervingly stillâalmost peaceful. The sirenâs songs were hushed; no wings beat above, no fiends howled below. Yet the silence felt watchful, as if the darkness itself were holding its breath. Before them, a soft light glimmered, marking the way, and Seeker raised the Phial to strengthen the glow, its radiance joining the light before them.
Seeker frowned in quiet wonder. What was that light? Were there other pilgrims ahead? Yet each time they pausedâto rest, to tighten a strapâthe glow halted just beyond them. And when they moved again, it moved with them.
To their right yawned the great abyssâthe pit that led down to Hell itself. As they walked, Seeker spoke softly of how Apollyon had risen against Perry and Eva, and how he had dragged Perry into the depths. And how Eva, returning to the Palace Beautiful, had clad herself in armor, taken up sword and shield, and followed her love into Hellâstriking down countless fiends as she descended.
Of the sulphureous bog that fumed on their left, Seeker said nothing.
–
Step by step they kept to the Narrow Way until at last they reached the far side. The going had been easierâmuch easierâthan they expected, but none of them wished to linger.
Seeker turned to them. âBe vigilant. Weâre coming to the dangerous stretchâpits and snares. We stay together.â
Merry squirmed in Wonderfulâs arms. âNo, Merry,â she said, holding him fast.
–
They were not prepared for what lay before them. The ground ahead was buried in mangled corpses, heaped in rotting, putrid moundsâPlagueâs handiwork laid bare. The pits were long since filled and spilling over. In the few places where bodies did not cover the earth, pools of blackened blood had gathered, glistening faintly in the ghostly light.
Bright doubled over and vomited. Wonderful stood trembling, eyes wide with terror. Beautiful swayed, and Seeker caught her before she could fall.
The light ahead flickered, then went out. Seekerâs Phial flared brighter in the darkness, its glow trembling in his hands.
âThereâs no way forward,â he said quietly.
âAnd we canât go back,â Beautifulâs voice broke, thin with panic.
âThat leaves one choice,â Seeker said, his voice steadier than he felt. âGiant Paganâs cave. It should be closeâabandoned long ago.â
They picked their way carefully over the bodies until they reached the foot of the mountains, where the dark mouth of a cave yawned before themâmuch larger than the one on the Hill of Difficulty. A rough palisade of splintered beams and broken spears half-blocked the entrance. With effort, it could be dragged into place to bar the way and give them some measure of safety inside.
Ash and dried blood clung to the wood. The air was thick with iron and decay. Seeker ran his fingers along one of the shattered shafts.
âPeople fought here,â he murmured.
Beautiful traced the splintered ends, the blackened tips.
âAnd died,â she whispered.

   Seeker hoisted his burden onto his shoulders.  Strangely, it felt lighter than it should have.  He wore new clothesâBeautifulâs handiwork, stitched with her own hands to replace his worn-out rags.  He tucked the Book and his phial close to his heart.  Then they set out.  Beautiful walked at one side, Bright on the other, staff in hand, while Merry bounded ahead with Wonderful chasing after.  Â
    Comfort had taken her leave to visit her father and promised to meet them farther along the Way.
    The way down the other side of the mountain was steepâperhaps steeper than the climb upâso they stepped carefully, mindful not to slip.
    âIs it called the Valley of Humiliationâor the Valley of Humility?â Bright asked.
    âIn my Book itâs Humiliation,â Seeker said.  âThatâs where Christian fought Apollyon.  But in your motherâs Book, itâs called Humility. Christiana and her sons had a far better time than Christian didâthey even stayed at Prince Emmanuelâs country house.  Thatâs where weâre going.â
    âNo,â Beautiful said, shaking her head.  âThey didnât stay thereâitâs only mentioned.  And in my Book, itâs definitely Humiliation too.â
    âThen why do you call it Humility, Dad?â Bright pressed, looking up at him.
   Seeker shrugged.  âMaybe it was Redemption of Eva.  She didnât just face Apollyonâshe went after the Dragon too, chasing him down into the depths of Hell itself.â
    Wonderful darted up, clutching a lily high for Beautiful.
    Beautifulâs smile softened.  âThank you, Wonderful.â
   Seeker nodded at the bloom.  âThe Princeâs favorite.  They grow wild all through the Valley.  He loves the place so dearly that He gives an allowance to keep a house thereâso pilgrims may always find welcome.
    Brightâs grin broke wide.  âI hope itâs nicer than Mamaâs Palace.â
    They reached the bottom without a slip.  Seeker and Bright looked around, searching.  No scarred earth, no gashes in the ground, no blood-stained stonesâno monument at all to mark some great battle with monsters or dragons.
    Seeker only shrugged.  âItâs been a very long time.â
    At last, they reached a narrow footbridge over a stream winding calm and clear across the valley.  Seeker breathed deepâthe air was sweet, the soil smelled rich.  Fields stretched lush and green before them, lilies scattered across the grass, their white petals dipping and swaying in the breeze.
    They followed the stream into the heart of the Valley, where its waters gathered into a deep, still pond, the surface mirroring the sky.  Sheep grazed along the banks, pausing now and then to lower their heads and drink, their movements unhurried, untroubled.
    There it stoodâa country house, modest yet stately.  Its whitewashed walls gleamed in the sun; their brightness softened by ivy curling in gentle green along the stone.  A golden thatched roof sloped low, as though bowing toward the meadows.  Windows latticed with leaded glass caught the light and scattered it across the grass.  Fruit trees bordered the garden, branches heavy with apples and pears, while roses clung to the fence, sweetening the air with fragrance.
    A wide oak door, darkened with age and polished by countless hands, stood before them.  Across its face were carved the words:  Welcome, weary pilgrims.
    âI think weâre home,â Seeker said.
   Beautiful gave a quiet nod.  Brightâs grin spread wide.  Wonderful bounced on her toes, and Merry answered with a sharp, joyous yelp.

Wooden steps rose in a straight flight along the entry hall, and just off to one side lay a study. The air within seemed differentâquiet, set apart, as though the world outside had never touched it. Dark oak paneled the walls, polished smooth by years of care. A single tall window admitted the light, its clear glass framing a view of the fields beyond, where sheep grazed in peace.
Seeker set his burden beside a narrow bookshelf. The few volumes it held were a mismatched collection, their spines worn and frayedâtokens, perhaps, left behind by pilgrims who had passed this way before. On the lower shelf there was space enough for his own books, waiting for his hand.
A desk stood ready with a neat stack of paper, a quill, and an inkpot beside it. Seeker placed his Book upon the desk but kept the Phial pressed close to his heart. By the hearth waited a great chairâworn yet dignified, its leather softened by generations of pilgrims who had found rest within its arms. He sank into it, a long breath slipping from his chestâa mingling of relief and gratitude.
Beautiful stepped into the room, her eyes shining. âThere are three bedroomsâone for us, one for Bright, and one for Wonderful.â
From down the hall came Brightâs jubilant shout, âYay!â His voice rang against the walls, Wonderfulâs own cheer rising right after, full of laughter.
Seeker rose, the warm scent of fresh bread guiding down the hall to the back of the country house. In the kitchen, a great hearth dominated the room with a wide stone arch. A small iron door covered the oven. Near the back door, cords of firewood were stacked neatly, and linen-draped baskets rested in tidy rows.
Beyond the kitchen, a dining room opened to the side. Beautiful slipped in beside him, her fingers catching his hand in a playful tug. âUpstairs, honey.â
Seekerâs fingers slid along the smooth, time-darkened banister as Beautiful guided him up the narrow stair. At the top, he stepped into a broad chamber where light streamed through tall windows set on either side. The ceiling dipped low with the slope of the roof, yet the room felt airy, filled with brightness.
A long wooden table commanded the center of the room, its surface scarred with age yet worn smooth by countless hands. Benches flanked either side, their edges rounded by use. Against the wall stood a basin on a simple stand, a folded cloth laid neatly beside it.
Along the wall stood three doors, each opening into a bedroom. One was larger, set with a bed wide enough for two. The other two were smaller, each holding a single bed.
Beautifulâs breath caught, her voice dropping to a whisper. âItâs almost as if this place was built for us.â
***
The kitchen smelled of smoke and bread so warm it made Wonderfulâs tummy grumble, even though sheâd already eaten. The hearth yawned wideâso wide she thought she could almost crawl inside. Flames leapt and licked the black stones above, alive and playful. Beside it, a little arched door hid in the wall like a secret cave. That was where the loaves went in, Mama said, to bake until golden.
A stack of logs towered taller than she was, and when one popped into the fire she jumpedâthen giggled. Dusty flour drifted in the air and settled on the table, where a lump of dough waited beneath a white cloth, rising as if it were breathing.
Wonderful rose on her tiptoes to peek, fingers itching to press the soft dough, to knead it, to bake bread like Mama. She was sure she could do better. She stuck out her tongue at Mamaâs back and stifled a giggle.
Out back lay a small garden. Mama said each plant meant something. The sharp smelling sage for wisdom. Rosemary for remembering. Basil was sweet, so it must be love. And parsley for cleansing. Another way to say âtastes funny,â she decided. Wonderful didnât care so much about that. She just liked leaning close, breathing in their smells.
Mama chopped carrots and parsley for the stew. A piece of carrot slipped from the board and spun across the floor. Merry pounced, snatching it up.
âMerry, no!â Wonderful cried, hands on her hips.
Bright leaned in the doorway, smirking. âPuppies can eat carrots.â
Merry crunched happily, tail thumping, then plopped down with his paws lifted, eyes wide, waiting for the next treasure to fall.
***
With Seeker and Bright gone to explore, and Wonderful still asleep, Beautiful stood in the garden, the morning sun warm upon her face.
Tucked just beyond the garden stood a smaller house, simpler but well kept. Its whitewashed walls had weathered softer beneath years of sun and rain. Vines curled along the corners, while wildflowers gathered at its base where stone met earth. The thatched roof dipped lower, humbler than the main house. Its golden reeds had weathered to straw. A narrow path, worn smooth, led from the kitchen door to its plain wooden threshold, where the house seemed to wait in quiet welcome.
A faint whiff of clove drifted past. Her. The pain had dulled to an almost imperceptible ache, but it was not gone. A wave of dizziness swept over herâshe nearly sank to the ground. Then, just as suddenly, it was gone, as if it had never been.
Noâit was cinnamon. Comfort had returned. She came across the meadow, waving as she neared.
âI wasnât sure youâd come back,â Beautiful said.
Comfortâs smile widened. âI brought you something.â She slipped a hand into her bag and drew out a small parcel, pressing it gently into Beautifulâs hands.
Beautiful unwrapped the parcel carefully, and the smoky-sweet aroma drifted up. She gasped, eyes wide. âOctopus jerky? I havenât had this since Bright-Harbor! The scent alone brings it back!â She glanced toward the guest house and smiled. âAre you staying a while? Itâs humble, but you are welcome.â
They stepped inside together. The little house held only a single roomâplain and spare. A rough-hewn table stood in the center, and a narrow bed was pressed against the wall. By the door, a few wooden pegs waited for cloaks or bags, and one small window opened onto the garden outside.
Comfortâs smile softened as she looked around. âItâs perfect.â
***
Bright walked toward the pond, leaning on his staff. Sheep grazed quietly along the waterâs edge, their noses dipping now and then into the ripples. Then without warning, the meadow erupted. Sheep scattered, bleating in terror, their hooves drumming the earth like thunder. Brightâs chest clenched, his heart slamming hard against his ribs. From the dark mountains to the west, a black shape surged into viewâhuge, hulking, fur bristling, a roar tearing the air apart.
A bear.
It barreled toward the flock, eyes locked, claws ripping furrows in the earth. One ewe stumbled, legs tangling beneath her. She bleated in panic, stranded in the open. The bear swung toward her, jaws gaping, teeth glinting white.
Bright didnât thinkâhe couldnât. His staff was already clenched in his grip, and his legs were moving before his mind caught up. He tore across the meadow, breath burning in his throat, reckless, unstoppable.
âHey!â he shouted, his voice cracking with a mix of fear and fury. He lifted the staff high over his head, hands trembling, and bellowed again, âLeave her!â
The bear wheeled at the sound, its massive head snapping toward him. A growl rumbled through the earth itself, yet Bright planted his feet. He clutched the staff in both hands, palms slick with sweat, refusing to let go.
Bright swung with all his strength, the staff cracking down on the bearâs nose with a solid thump. The beast froze, stunned, then dropped back on its haunches. A pitiful whimper broke from its throat before it bolted, crashing toward the dark mountains.
Bright sank beneath a tree, his legs quivering too hard to hold him. He held the staff against his chest and tried to steady his breath. Slowly, the trembling eased. A tune slipped through his lips, soft at first, then steadier, threading through the meadow like a breeze. One by one, the sheep wandered back, their bleating quieting. They circled close and settled around him, wool brushing his knees, until he sat enclosed in their calm.

   Seeker paused at his favored place on his way back from his labor.  The grass lay thick and soft beneath him, wildflowers bending gently with the breeze.  Here the stream slowed, gathering into a clear pool that mirrored sky and meadow alike, as if the world itself were holding its breath.
    He struck a flame and drew deep on his pipe, eyelids heavy as the smoke curled upward.  Nothing had been as he expected since leaving Uncertainânothing.  His new work had driven a quiet wedge between him and Bright.  In truth, the difference between them was slight.  Bright filled his days with a notepad and song, the strays pressing close around him.  Seeker worked across the valley, shearing wool.  It didnât harm the sheep, and the money was needed.
    His Book had never spoken of tread-wheels, or of chopping wood, pruning orchards, or shearing sheep.  He had turned it over in his mind again and again, but no other path appeared.
   And Beautifulâthings had not been the same since Deceit, since Wrath, since Brightâs illness.  Giant Wrath had not returned, yet some wounds would not mend.  How he longed for Companion.  Surely Companion would know what to say, what to do.
    He drew in a deep breath.  A sweetness touched the air, threading through grass and tobacco smoke.  His eyes snapped open.  She was thereâseated close, legs folded neatly to one side.
    âYou crease your brow when you think too hard, Seeker,â Charm murmured.
    âCharm?â His throat caught.  âWhat are you doing here?â
    âGood to see you, too,â she said, her green eyes bright with mischief.  âI came with Comfortâthough she wasnât thrilled about it.  I thought I might linger a few days before moving on.â
    He breathed her inâclove with a trace of orangeâand for an instant the years fell away.  âItâs⌠really good to see you, Charm,â he murmured. Â
   Her head tilted, lips curved in a soft smile.
   He lurched to his feet.  âYou know we canâtââ The words broke in his throat.  He turned sharply and strode away before he could betray himself further.
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    Seeker sat in the great chair, reading.  Heâd turned a page and a half before he realized he couldnât recall a single word.  All he saw was herâseated by the stream, green eyes alive with mischief.  The fall of raven hair over her shoulder.  That soft knowing smile.  The way her dress clung close.  Flashed of harvest days.  The look in her eyesâhurt, when they had left Delight.
    He shut his eyes hard and shook his head.  No.  That was then.  Thisâthis was his life now.
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    The next morning his feet carried him toward the green before heâd even thought about it.  He told himself it was nothingâjust habit.  She wouldnât be there anyway.  Heâd walked away.  That should be the end of it.
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   âSeeker!â Her voice rang warm as she rose from the shade of a tree.
   âCharm?â His breath caught.  âYouâre⌠here.â
    âI missed you,â she murmured, eyes dropping to the ground.  A shadow crossed her face.  âI keep thinking about the wheat fields⌠I just wanted to see you again.  To talk.â  She lifted her gaze with a small, brave smile.  âThereâs nothing wrong with talking.â
    âNo,â Seeker said slowly.  âThereâs nothing wrong with talking, Charm.  I have work to do, but afterward⌠Iâll come back.  We can talk then.â
    Her face brightened, eyes alight.  âIâll be hereâwaiting.â
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    Seeker finished his work early and hurried back to the green.  She was waiting, just as he promised.  He sank down beside her, and she drew closeâso close he could feel the warmth of her breath on his skin.
    âHow have you been?â she asked, her finger hovering just shy of his bruise, her eyes soft with concern.
   Seekerâs chest tightened, his heartbeat loud in his ears.  Words rose, then caught.  He said nothing.
    âHow is Beautiful?â she asked softly, her voice almost tenderâand yet the question pressed closer than any touch.
    âBeautifulâs⌠well, sheâs still Beautiful.â  His gaze dropped to the pipe in his hands.  His next words came low, almost swallowed.  âShe still cries.â
    âYou never said goodbye,â Charm whispered.  âShe just took you away.  I think⌠I just needed a goodbye.â
    No,â he said softly.  âI canât say goodbye.â
   He pushed to his feet, and as he turned, his hand grazed her waist.  Her eyes flew wide, her whole body shivering at the touch.
    âGo,â she whispered, head bowed.  âIâll be here tomorrow.â
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    Seeker lingered in the kitchen doorway, watching Beautiful and Wonderful bent over the table, their hands dusted white with flour as they shaped a pie.  His chest tightened.  He wanted Charm with a hunger that shamed him.  He couldnât betray themânot these two, not here.  Tomorrow, he told himself, he would say goodbye.
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    The next morning, he went straight to work.  He told himself he couldnât be with herâbut neither could he let her go.  All day long the words churned, circling endlessly, refusing to settle.  She deserves this much, he reasoned.  He would say the words, and it would be finished. Yet his steps grew heavy, each one slower than the last.  He dreaded the moment.  Leaving without a word had almost been easierâwhen it had been forced, when heâd had no choice.
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    She was there, waitingâelegant as a queen, still as if the whole meadow bowed to her.  His gaze locked with hers, green eyes catching the light, unreadable.  His throat tightened.  âCharm, IâŚâ
    Her finger touched his lips, light as a whisper, silencing him before the words could form.  Then her hands closed around his, warm and sure, pulling him nearer.  She leaned in, and her mouth claimed hisâdeep, unhurried, complete.
    Her fragrance swallowed him whole.  Her lips seared his, and breath became impossibleâunnecessary.  The world tilted, spinning.  Her fingers pressed hard into his back as if to draw him closer still, her body trembling against his.
    When they broke apart, breathless, he fumbled for words.
    âShut up,â she whispered, pulling him back to her.
    Everything else dissolved.  There was only her.
    She slipped her fingers through his, her touch light but sure.
    âCome with me,â she whispered, her voice barely a breath.  âThereâs a place where no one will find us.  We can have our fill of love.  You are mine.â
    She swayed as she walked, drawing him forward with an ease that felt both gentle and inexorable.  Seekerâs pulse thundered.  Every part of him burned with longing.  He could have pulled free.  He didnât.
    Her hand tugged him onward toward the Valley of the Shadow of Death, and he let himself follow.  His chest tightenedâthe very name of place struck cold in him.
    âDonât be afraid, love.â  Her voice was low, coaxing.  âYou should know by nowânothing is ever what it seems in your Book.â
    He let her lead himâafter all she was right.  Before them opened a canyon vast and breathtaking, its cliffs blazing with orange fire in the setting sun.  Beyond, mist-wrapped mountains floated like a dream on the horizon.
    To the left spread a bog so strangely lovely it seemed woven from enchantmentâtrees veiled in silver moss, patches of flowers blazing with impossible color, their perfume drifting on the breeze.
    A narrow trail wound inward, soft and inviting.  From within came a chorus of voices, low and sweet, their song tugging them forward.
    They came at last to a clearing, and in its midst stood a booth prepared.  The walls were hung with rich tapestries, and carvings twined along its posts with cunning skill.  At the center lay a bed spread with fine linen of Egypt, cool and smooth beneath the touch, its folds inviting.  The air was heavy with fragranceâmyrrh and aloes, sweet oils, and the sharp bite of clove.  Every breath was a lure, each scent twining in his blood.
    Charmâs emerald eyes fixed on him, burning with a quiet intensity.  âTonight,â she whispered, âI am yours.â  She lifted her arms, the fabric sliding from her shoulders until her dress pooled silently at her feet.
    Every part of her seemed impossibly perfectâher feet, her legs, the curve of her hips, the smooth line of her stomach.  His gaze lingered upward:  the rise of her breasts, tipped and taut in the cool air, the slender grace of her neck, the flush in her cheeks.  And in her eyes, green fire blazed, fierce and consuming.
    Seeker stood frozen, staring at her for a long, unbroken moment.  Then, one by one, he shed what was hisâfirst the tunic from his shoulders, then the trousers from his hips.  Last of all, he slipped the Kingâs ring from his finger.  His hand lingered, trembling, as he laid it and the phial upon the table.  His chest rose and fell, ragged.  Then he crossed the space between them and gathered Charm in his arms, their embrace fierce, desperate, and full.
***
    Now I, the Dreamer, beheld as Seeker left Forgetful Green and followed Charm heedlessly into the Valley of the Shadow of Death.
    When Seeker took her into his arms and lay with her, I begged him to stop.  I pleaded, I wept, I cried out against him.  But my words were unheededâunheard.  I tried to turn away, to shut my eyes.  I clawed at the edges of the Dream, desperate to wake, desperate to escape.
    I squeezed my eyes shut and covered my ears.  The Dream shudderedâand when it opened again, I was standing in the Princeâs country house.  The very house where Emanuel himself had been betrayed, that night so long ago.
    I saw Beautiful pacingâback and forth, back and forthâas the hours dragged on.  I saw her tears, her whispered prayers.  Then her prayers turned to curses.  Fire blazed in her eyes, and she flung herself to the floor, wailing.
    I saw Wonderfulâs agonyâfirst as she tried to soothe Beautiful, then as it broke her too.  She screamed, tears running down her face, her small fists pounding on the walls.
    Grief overwhelmed me.  I longed to hold Beautiful, to tell her it would not end this way.  But I fell to my face instead, tears streaming hot and unrelenting.  âO Godâforgive me.â
***
    Seeker woke tangled in Charmâs arms, the heady sweetness of the night still flooding his veins.  She watched him with a smile that was both tender and knowing, her finger tracing the bruise on his forehead as if it belonged to her.  She bent and kissed it softly before rising.  Morning light poured across her bare skin, gilding every curve.  The dimples in her cheeks deepened with each step of  her hips, and desire flared again, sharp and undeniable, as she moved with unhurried grace toward the table.  Â
    Her finger hovered near the Phial, then jerked back with a sharp hiss.  She reached for Seekerâs ring, lifted it, and turned toward him.  The onyx stone caught in the morning light as she studied the carved trees on the band, her gaze lingering as though weighing its meaning.
    âSeeker-for-truth,â she said, her voice laced with mockery.  âElect son of the Kingâyet you sold your birthright for a bowl of porridge.  How disappointing.â  She laughed softly, almost to herself.  âI expected more of a chase.  Samson, at least, was amusing.â  She tilted her head, almost mock-thoughtful.  âPoor, poor, Beautiful.â
    The air around Seeker began to shimmer.   The sweet song of sirens twisted into shrieks and howls that clawed at his ears.  The silver moss, once drifting like veils in a bridal chamber, shriveled in an instantâcurling black and falling away to reveal skeletal trunks reaching upward like grasping hands.  The fragrant breeze turned acrid, sulfur belching from bubbling pits opening at his feet, searing his throat with every breath.
   From the bog burst satyrs and hobgoblins, their shrieks splitting the air as they lunged toward him.  Charmâs eyes flashed as she cried out, âThe Philistines are upon you!â  Her voice twisted into a smirk, arms flung wide in cruel theater.  âSave me, Seeker!â
    The light around her shuddered and broke.  Ragged wings tore from her back, her skin sagged into withered folds, and horns curled from her brow.  Yet her eyesâthose unmistakable green eyesâburned hotter now, twin flames of Hell.  With a laugh sharp as iron, she flung Seekerâs ring into the scalding mire, watching with delight as it vanished beneath the bubbling surface.

Terror seized Seeker as his ring vanished beneath the boiling mire. Satyrs and hobgoblins closed in, their shrieks cutting through the air. Charmâno, the succubus she truly wasâlingered long enough to give him a smile of cruel amusement before slipping back into the bogâs shadows.
Seeker tore free of the bed and stumbled to the table. His hand closed on the Phialâcold, solid, real. The creatures shrank back, hissing, claws slashing at the air but unwilling to near. He spun, heart pounding, and bolted. Run. Just run. Somewhere ahead had to be the Narrow Way.
Sparks spat up around him. Fire leapt, smoke rolling thick and choking his throat. Blind, he staggered forward, groping through the hazeâanything to escape the snarls and howls closing in behind.
A root snared his foot, dragging him into the mire. Scalding heat seared his skin, and he screamed in pain. Companionâs warning rang in his skull. There are places worse than the Slough. Far worse. If only he had listened.
There was no bottom beneath his feet. He tried to cry outâHelp!âbut the burning filth surged into his mouth, choking the word. His head slipped under. He thrashed upward, coughing, choking, fire scorching his throat.
He broke the surface, but the smoke was just as thick, searing his lungs with every gasp. He clutched the Phial high above the mire, its light flickering weak, swallowed by the choking dark.
All around him rose sighings and low, hopeless moans. The gnash of unseen teeth rattled in the dark. A voice slid against his earâdreadful, intimateâspilling blasphemies too vile to name. Or were they his own thoughts? Just curse the King, it hissed. Curse Himâand die.
The shrieks and howls pressed nearerâor was it only his mind unravelling? He pictured them waiting at the edge, patient, eager to tear him apart the moment he broke free of this torment. He had no weapon. No armor. Not even clothes to cover his shame. His voice cracked in the air: âWretched man that I am!â
âOh, SeekerâŚâ Charmâs voice drifted across the quag, laced with the sirenâs mocking laughter, with Beautifulâs sobs, with Wonderfulâs screams. Each sound pierced himâsharp, mercilessâdriving straight to the heart.
Had a day passed? Three? A week? A year? Time dissolved as he thrashed on, body racked with desperation, seared by the brimstone mire.
In the midst of the torment, he saw himself clearly for the first time. In the Valley of Humility he had been swollen with pride, blind to the grace of the King. Now, in desperation, he struck his chest and cried out, âLord, have mercy on me, a sinner!â
He clung to life with all his strengthâbut it was useless. There was no edge to crawl toward, no Companion reaching for him. Words from his Book flickered through his mind: no man had ever escaped such a pit by his own power. His only hope lay at the bottom, where Charm had hurled itâif a bottom even existed.
He only wished he couldâŚ
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A blinding light tore Seeker from his stupor. A mighty Shining One descendedâtowering, robed in light, bronze armor gleamingâdescended, brilliance flooding the hellish mire. Seeker trembled, for in that radiance the legion of fiends was laid bare, their numbers beyond counting. The darkness, he realized, had been a mercy.
With a single sweep of his immense fiery sword, he hurled a dozen goblins into the air, their shrieks cut short as the smoke swallowed them. The others broke at once, scattering in terror before the Shining Oneâs vengeance.
The Shining One swept Seeker up from the mire and bore him aloft. With a rush of wings and fire, he carried him across the wasteland and hurled him down upon the soil of the Valley of Humiliation.
Seeker lay trembling where he fell. Above him, the Shining One loomedâfeet planted, his stern face set, his eyes unyielding as steel.
The Shining One drew a whip from his belt. His voice rolled like thunder, shaking even the mountains far off.
âHear the word of the King,â he declared. âThose whom I loveâI chastise.â
The whip lashed across Seekerâs back. The Shining One did not relent. Yet against the mireâs burning memory, each stroke fell like a balm. Seeker numbered them one by one, whispering a prayer with each blow. Thirty-nine. And then silence.
From the Valley of the Shadow of Death came two more Shining Ones. The first stepped forward and laid in Seekerâs arms the garments he had cast aside at the booth.
The second bowed low before the mighty Shining One and offered what he bore. âI have recovered it, as you commanded.â
The mighty Captain took Seekerâs hand with a gentleness that belied his strength and set the Kingâs ring in his palm. His gaze held Seekerâs, unyielding, unwavering.
âNever forget,â he said.
It was not a command, but rather truthâabsolute, inescapable.
Never forget.
Seeker blinkedâand the Shining Ones were gone.
He stood alone, naked, clutching his clothes, the ring, and the Phial. In the very place where he had forgotten.
He would never forget again.

Seeker gazed into the still water, but the face staring back was a strangerâs. His hair and beard were singed away. His skin was raw and blistered. He eased himself into the cool shallows, the water stinging as it rinsed the mire from his flesh. Every part of him throbbedâsave for the stripes across his back, where the whip had fallen like mercy.
His clothes stank of cloveâthe ones Beautiful had sewn for him with her own hands. He scrubbed them in the stream and wrung them out, but the scent clung stubbornly, as if it too refused to be forgiven.
Would Beautiful forgive him? Would she even look at him again? The ring on his finger said the King had forgiven himâbut the weight of it only deepened his shame. He dared not expect mercy from her.
When he reached the cottage, Beautiful stood outside, her face pale and streaked with tears. She gasped when she saw himâthen her expression hardened, fury flashing through the grief. Without a word, she turned, stormed inside, and the door slammed behind her.
âBeautiful, IâŚâ
For an instant, Wonderfulâs face appeared in the study windowâthen vanished. He barely recognized her. His little girl was gone. She now looked at him with something colder than distanceâdisgust, perhaps. Or was it hate?
As Seeker neared the cottage, the door flew open. Bright stepped out, staff in hand, his glare sharp enough to cut.
Seeker halted mid-step. âBright, Iââ
âHow dare you?â Without warning, Brightâs staff cracked against Seekerâs forehead. The blow sent him reelingâhe hit the ground hard.
âGo!â Bright shouted. âShe doesnât want you anymore.â He turned and disappeared inside, the door closing with heavy finality.
***
Beautiful looked upâand there he was. Burned, scarred, pitiful. For a heartbeat, concern broke through the anger. Then the scent of clove reached her. Her. Damn him. The moment shattered. She turned and fled inside, stumbling up the stairs.
She sat on their bed, head in her hands. Her greatest fear had come true. For days she had caught the faint scent of Charmâon his clothes, in the air when he passed. And heâd been distant. So distant. Sheâd told herself it was nothingâthat she was imagining it. He wouldnât do that. Not to her. But last night he hadnât come home. All night long. And now she knew. She just knew.
She felt dizzy. Her stomach twisted. But worse than the sickness in her body was the ache in her chest. How could he do this to her? Her own words came back to mock her. Yes. She can forgive. There is always forgiveness. She pressed her palms to her temples, shaking her head. No. She would never forgive him for this. Never.
She curled into a tight ball, sobbing, torn between rage and pity. What had happened to him? His burnsâhis faceâ She pressed her fists against her eyes. She hated him. She hated him. But she couldnât leave him like that. And still, she couldnât help him. She wouldnât.
She forced herself upright, wiped her face, and went downstairs. Without stopping, she slipped out the back door and into the guest house. Comfort looked up as Beautiful entered.
âGo to him,â Beautiful said, her voice clipped and cold. âTake him food. Balm for his burns.
âYes, Beautiful.â For an instant, anger flared across Comfortâs face. âShe did this to him.â Nothing more needed to be said.
âBring him to your room,â said Beautiful quietly. âYouâll stay with me in the cottage.â
Comfort nodded once.
***
Seeker sat beside the stream, his pipe resting cold between his hands. He didnât bother to light it. They hated himâand he couldnât blame them. He hated himself. What now? He tried to pray, but no words came. When he lifted his eyes, he found Comfort standing there.
She looked him over slowly, then shook her head. âShe screwed you over good, didnât she?â
He chuckled in spite of himself. âYeah, you could say that.â
âShe was young when she came to live with usâmaybe eleven or twelve at most. Strange child. Used to eat dirt whenever she was upset.â
âThat explains a lot,â Seeker said. âYou wouldnât believe.â
Comfort gave a faint shrug. âMother never liked her much. But Father always said we take care of family.â Her mouth tightened. âOnly, she wasnât really.â
âHowâs Beautiful?â Seeker asked, searching her face.
âSheâs taking it hardâof course she is. She still cares, give her time. Sheâll come around.â Comfortâs tone softened, then turned brisk again. âUntil then, youâll stay in my room.â
Seeker started to protest, but she cut him off with a raised hand. âOh, donât give me that look. Iâll be staying in the cottage.â
When they reached the cottage, Merry burst through the back door and bounded toward them, tail wagging furiously. The moment he saw Seeker, he let out a joyous bark and danced in circles. Seeker knelt, running a hand through the dogâs fur. Merry licked his fingers with such unrestrained delight that Seeker couldnât help but smile.
Comfort handed him a small earthen crock. âApply it twice a day,â she said. Then she passed him a loaf of bread, still warm from the ovenâWonderfulâs doing. With a small curtsey, she turned and left without another word.
***
A week passed. Beautiful still avoided him, refusing to even look his way. His burns had healed, and his beard was beginning to grow back, yet weakness lingered in his limbs, and the bruise on his forehead throbbed worse with each passing day.
One morning, Comfort came running, worry written across her face. âCome quickly,â she said, breathless.
âWhat is it?â he asked, hurrying after her into the cottageâinto their room. Beautiful lay on the bed, pale and still. Seeker knelt beside her and took her hand; it was cold, damp against his palm. He pressed his fingers to her wrist. The heartbeat was thereâfaint, faltering.
A shaft of light slipped through the window, glinting off the diamonds in her ring. She still wore itâthe ring heâd given her. His vision blurred. Tears came in waves until none were left. He bent over her, voice breaking. âOh, that my eyes were a fountain,â he whispered, âthat I might weep day and night.â
She thrashed and moaned, teeth grinding in agony. Seeker cupped her cheekâshe was ice-cold. He bowed his head. âPlease,â he whispered to the King.
He thought of how she had stood by himâhis only friend, his companion through twenty long yearsâwhen all the world had turned away. And in that moment, he saw her as if for the first time: not merely fair of face, but truly Beautifulâin heart, in spirit, in all she had endured for him.
He wept bitterly. âIf only I had died in the Shadow of Death, rather than live to face this.â Night and day, he stayed by her sideâno food, no sleepâher hand clasped in one of his, the Phial gripped tight in the other.
Seeker wept until the Phial brimmed over, its stopper loosing under the flood. The tears spilled out and fell on Beautifulâs face. Where they touched, color returned to her cheeks, and her eyes fluttered openâsoft, warm, and gentle brown eyes.
Then she smiled at himâthe same smile that once lit up the world, the one heâd seen that very first day. In that moment, the years, the sorrow, the distance between themâall of itâwas gone.
***
The years slipped by, and Seeker and Beautiful walked each day through the Valleyâside by side, leaning on each other. Time gentled their steps, but not their bond. In her, Seeker found a strength deeper than anything he had ever known.
Seeker spent long hours with Bright, talking softly about the creatures of the valleyâhow they lived, how they feared, and how they trusted. Bright spoke with a quiet passion for their safety, and Seeker listened, moved by his sonâs compassion.
After many weeks, Wonderful began to speak to him againâhesitant at first, then with the warmth he remembered. Yet Seekerâs heart ached, for something in her carefree spirit was gone, and he knew it would never return.


Seeker gazed into the still water, but the face staring back was a strangerâs. His hair and beard were singed away. His skin was raw and blistered. He eased himself into the cool shallows, the water stinging as it rinsed the mire from his flesh. Every part of him throbbedâsave for the stripes across his back, where the whip had fallen like mercy.
His clothes stank of cloveâthe ones Beautiful had sewn for him with her own hands. He scrubbed them in the stream and wrung them out, but the scent clung stubbornly, as if it too refused to be forgiven.
Would Beautiful forgive him? Would she even look at him again? The ring on his finger said the King had forgiven himâbut the weight of it only deepened his shame. He dared not expect mercy from her.
When he reached the cottage, Beautiful stood outside, her face pale and streaked with tears. She gasped when she saw himâthen her expression hardened, fury flashing through the grief. Without a word, she turned, stormed inside, and the door slammed behind her.
âBeautiful, IâŚâ
For an instant, Wonderfulâs face appeared in the study windowâthen vanished. He barely recognized her. His little girl was gone. She now looked at him with something colder than distanceâdisgust, perhaps. Or was it hate?
As Seeker neared the cottage, the door flew open. Bright stepped out, staff in hand, his glare sharp enough to cut.
Seeker halted mid-step. âBright, Iâ”
âHow dare you?â Without warning, Brightâs staff cracked against Seekerâs forehead. The blow sent him reelingâhe hit the ground hard.
âGo!â Bright shouted. âShe doesnât want you anymore.â He turned and disappeared inside, the door closing with heavy finality.
***
Beautiful looked upâand there he was. Burned, scarred, pitiful. For a heartbeat, concern broke through the anger. Then the scent of clove reached her. Her. Damn him. The moment shattered. She turned and fled inside, stumbling up the stairs.
She sat on their bed, head in her hands. Her greatest fear had come true. For days she had caught the faint scent of Charmâon his clothes, in the air when he passed. And heâd been distant. So distant. Sheâd told herself it was nothingâthat she was imagining it. He wouldnât do that. Not to her. But last night he hadnât come home. All night long. And now she knew. She just knew.
She felt dizzy. Her stomach twisted. But worse than the sickness in her body was the ache in her chest. How could he do this to her? Her own words came back to mock her. Yes. She can forgive. There is always forgiveness. She pressed her palms to her temples, shaking her head. No. She would never forgive him for this. Never.
She curled into a tight ball, sobbing, torn between rage and pity. What had happened to him? His burnsâhis faceâ She pressed her fists against her eyes. She hated him. She hated him. But she couldnât leave him like that. And still, she couldnât help him. She wouldnât.
She forced herself upright, wiped her face, and went downstairs. Without stopping, she slipped out the back door and into the guest house. Comfort looked up as Beautiful entered.
âGo to him,â Beautiful said, her voice clipped and cold. âTake him food. Balm for his burns.
âYes, Beautiful.â For an instant, anger flared across Comfortâs face. âShe did this to him.â Nothing more needed to be said.
âBring him to your room,â said Beautiful quietly. âYouâll stay with me in the cottage.â
Comfort nodded once.
***
Seeker sat beside the stream, his pipe resting cold between his hands. He didnât bother to light it. They hated himâand he couldnât blame them. He hated himself. What now? He tried to pray, but no words came. When he lifted his eyes, he found Comfort standing there.
She looked him over slowly, then shook her head. âShe screwed you over good, didnât she?â
He chuckled in spite of himself. âYeah, you could say that.â
âShe was young when she came to live with usâmaybe eleven or twelve at most. Strange child. Used to eat dirt whenever she was upset.â
âThat explains a lot,â Seeker said. âYou wouldnât believe.â
Comfort gave a faint shrug. âMother never liked her much. But Father always said we take care of family.â Her mouth tightened. âOnly, she wasnât really.â
âHowâs Beautiful?â Seeker asked, searching her face.
âSheâs taking it hardâof course she is. She still cares, give her time. Sheâll come around.â Comfortâs tone softened, then turned brisk again. âUntil then, youâll stay in my room.â
Seeker started to protest, but she cut him off with a raised hand. âOh, donât give me that look. Iâll be staying in the cottage.â
When they reached the cottage, Merry burst through the back door and bounded toward them, tail wagging furiously. The moment he saw Seeker, he let out a joyous bark and danced in circles. Seeker knelt, running a hand through the dogâs fur. Merry licked his fingers with such unrestrained delight that Seeker couldnât help but smile.
Comfort handed him a small earthen crock. âApply it twice a day,â she said. Then she passed him a loaf of bread, still warm from the ovenâWonderfulâs doing. With a small curtsey, she turned and left without another word.
***
A week passed. Beautiful still avoided him, refusing to even look his way. His burns had healed, and his beard was beginning to grow back, yet weakness lingered in his limbs, and the bruise on his forehead throbbed worse with each passing day.
One morning, Comfort came running, worry written across her face. âCome quickly,â she said, breathless.
âWhat is it?â he asked, hurrying after her into the cottageâinto their room. Beautiful lay on the bed, pale and still. Seeker knelt beside her and took her hand; it was cold, damp against his palm. He pressed his fingers to her wrist. The heartbeat was thereâfaint, faltering.
A shaft of light slipped through the window, glinting off the diamonds in her ring. She still wore itâthe ring heâd given her. His vision blurred. Tears came in waves until none were left. He bent over her, voice breaking. âOh, that my eyes were a fountain,â he whispered, âthat I might weep day and night.â
She thrashed and moaned, teeth grinding in agony. Seeker cupped her cheekâshe was ice-cold. He bowed his head. âPlease,â he whispered to the King.
He thought of how she had stood by himâhis only friend, his companion through twenty long yearsâwhen all the world had turned away. And in that moment, he saw her as if for the first time: not merely fair of face, but truly Beautifulâin heart, in spirit, in all she had endured for him.
He wept bitterly. âIf only I had died in the Shadow of Death, rather than live to face this.â Night and day, he stayed by her sideâno food, no sleepâher hand clasped in one of his, the Phial gripped tight in the other.
Seeker wept until the Phial brimmed over, its stopper loosing under the flood. The tears spilled out and fell on Beautifulâs face. Where they touched, color returned to her cheeks, and her eyes fluttered openâsoft, warm, and gentle brown eyes.
Then she smiled at himâthe same smile that once lit up the world, the one heâd seen that very first day. In that moment, the years, the sorrow, the distance between themâall of itâwas gone.
***
The years slipped by, and Seeker and Beautiful walked each day through the Valleyâside by side, leaning on each other. Time gentled their steps, but not their bond. In her, Seeker found a strength deeper than anything he had ever known.
Seeker spent long hours with Bright, talking softly about the creatures of the valleyâhow they lived, how they feared, and how they trusted. Bright spoke with a quiet passion for their safety, and Seeker listened, moved by his sonâs compassion.
After many weeks, Wonderful began to speak to him againâhesitant at first, then with the warmth he remembered. Yet Seekerâs heart ached, for something in her carefree spirit was gone, and he knew it would never return.


Terror seized Seeker as his ring vanished beneath the boiling mire. Satyrs and hobgoblins closed in, their shrieks cutting through the air. Charmâno, the succubus she truly wasâlingered long enough to give him a smile of cruel amusement before slipping back into the bogâs shadows.
Seeker tore free of the bed and stumbled to the table. His hand closed on the Phialâcold, solid, real. The creatures shrank back, hissing, claws slashing at the air but unwilling to near. He spun, heart pounding, and bolted. Run. Just run. Somewhere ahead had to be the Narrow Way.
Sparks spat up around him. Fire leapt, smoke rolling thick and choking his throat. Blind, he staggered forward, groping through the hazeâanything to escape the snarls and howls closing in behind.
A root snared his foot, dragging him into the mire. Scalding heat seared his skin, and he screamed in pain. Companionâs warning rang in his skull. There are places worse than the Slough. Far worse. If only he had listened.
There was no bottom beneath his feet. He tried to cry outâHelp!âbut the burning filth surged into his mouth, choking the word. His head slipped under. He thrashed upward, coughing, choking, fire scorching his throat.
He broke the surface, but the smoke was just as thick, searing his lungs with every gasp. He clutched the Phial high above the mire, its light flickering weak, swallowed by the choking dark.
All around him rose sighings and low, hopeless moans. The gnash of unseen teeth rattled in the dark. A voice slid against his earâdreadful, intimateâspilling blasphemies too vile to name. Or were they his own thoughts? Just curse the King, it hissed. Curse Himâand die.
The shrieks and howls pressed nearerâor was it only his mind unravelling? He pictured them waiting at the edge, patient, eager to tear him apart the moment he broke free of this torment. He had no weapon. No armor. Not even clothes to cover his shame. His voice cracked in the air: âWretched man that I am!â
âOh, SeekerâŚâ Charmâs voice drifted across the quag, laced with the sirenâs mocking laughter, with Beautifulâs sobs, with Wonderfulâs screams. Each sound pierced himâsharp, mercilessâdriving straight to the heart.
Had a day passed? Three? A week? A year? Time dissolved as he thrashed on, body racked with desperation, seared by the brimstone mire.
In the midst of the torment, he saw himself clearly for the first time. In the Valley of Humility he had been swollen with pride, blind to the grace of the King. Now, in desperation, he struck his chest and cried out, âLord, have mercy on me, a sinner!â
He clung to life with all his strengthâbut it was useless. There was no edge to crawl toward, no Companion reaching for him. Words from his Book flickered through his mind: no man had ever escaped such a pit by his own power. His only hope lay at the bottom, where Charm had hurled itâif a bottom even existed.
He only wished he couldâŚ
–
A blinding light tore Seeker from his stupor. A mighty Shining One descendedâtowering, robed in light, bronze armor gleamingâdescended, brilliance flooding the hellish mire. Seeker trembled, for in that radiance the legion of fiends was laid bare, their numbers beyond counting. The darkness, he realized, had been a mercy.
With a single sweep of his immense fiery sword, he hurled a dozen goblins into the air, their shrieks cut short as the smoke swallowed them. The others broke at once, scattering in terror before the Shining Oneâs vengeance.
The Shining One swept Seeker up from the mire and bore him aloft. With a rush of wings and fire, he carried him across the wasteland and hurled him down upon the soil of the Valley of Humiliation.
Seeker lay trembling where he fell. Above him, the Shining One loomedâfeet planted, his stern face set, his eyes unyielding as steel.
The Shining One drew a whip from his belt. His voice rolled like thunder, shaking even the mountains far off.
âHear the word of the King,â he declared. âThose whom I loveâI chastise.â
The whip lashed across Seekerâs back. The Shining One did not relent. Yet against the mireâs burning memory, each stroke fell like a balm. Seeker numbered them one by one, whispering a prayer with each blow. Thirty-nine. And then silence.
From the Valley of the Shadow of Death came two more Shining Ones. The first stepped forward and laid in Seekerâs arms the garments he had cast aside at the booth.
The second bowed low before the mighty Shining One and offered what he bore. âI have recovered it, as you commanded.â
The mighty Captain took Seekerâs hand with a gentleness that belied his strength and set the Kingâs ring in his palm. His gaze held Seekerâs, unyielding, unwavering.
âNever forget,â he said.
It was not a command, but rather truthâabsolute, inescapable.
Never forget.
Seeker blinkedâand the Shining Ones were gone.
He stood alone, naked, clutching his clothes, the ring, and the Phial. In the very place where he had forgotten.
He would never forget again.


Archangel Michael chastises Seeker

Seeker paused at his favored place on his way back from his labor. The grass lay thick and soft beneath him, wildflowers bending gently with the breeze. Here the stream slowed, gathering into a clear pool that mirrored sky and meadow alike, as if the world itself were holding its breath.
He struck a flame and drew deep on his pipe, eyelids heavy as the smoke curled upward. Nothing had been as he expected since leaving Uncertainânothing. His new work had driven a quiet wedge between him and Bright. In truth, the difference between them was slight. Bright filled his days with a notepad and song, the strays pressing close around him. Seeker worked across the valley, shearing wool. It didnât harm the sheep, and the money was needed.
His Book had never spoken of tread-wheels, or of chopping wood, pruning orchards, or shearing sheep. He had turned it over in his mind again and again, but no other path appeared.
And Beautifulâthings had not been the same since Deceit, since Wrath, since Brightâs illness. Giant Wrath had not returned, yet some wounds would not mend. How he longed for Companion. Surely Companion would know what to say, what to do.
He drew in a deep breath. A sweetness touched the air, threading through grass and tobacco smoke. His eyes snapped open. She was thereâseated close, legs folded neatly to one side.
âYou crease your brow when you think too hard, Seeker,â Charm murmured.
âCharm?â His throat caught. âWhat are you doing here?â
âGood to see you, too,â she said, her green eyes bright with mischief. âI came with Comfortâthough she wasnât thrilled about it. I thought I might linger a few days before moving on.â
He breathed her inâclove with a trace of orangeâand for an instant the years fell away. âItâs⌠really good to see you, Charm,â he murmured.
Her head tilted, lips curved in a soft smile.
He lurched to his feet. âYou know we canâtââ The words broke in his throat. He turned sharply and strode away before he could betray himself further.
–
Seeker sat in the great chair, reading. Heâd turned a page and a half before he realized he couldnât recall a single word. All he saw was herâseated by the stream, green eyes alive with mischief. The fall of raven hair over her shoulder. That soft knowing smile. The way her dress clung close. Flashed of harvest days. The look in her eyesâhurt, when they had left Delight.
He shut his eyes hard and shook his head. No. That was then. Thisâthis was his life now.
–
The next morning his feet carried him toward the green before heâd even thought about it. He told himself it was nothingâjust habit. She wouldnât be there anyway. Heâd walked away. That should be the end of it.
–
âSeeker!â Her voice rang warm as she rose from the shade of a tree.
âCharm?â His breath caught. âYouâre⌠here.â
âI missed you,â she murmured, eyes dropping to the ground. A shadow crossed her face. âI keep thinking about the wheat fields⌠I just wanted to see you again. To talk.â She lifted her gaze with a small, brave smile. âThereâs nothing wrong with talking.â
âNo,â Seeker said slowly. âThereâs nothing wrong with talking, Charm. I have work to do, but afterward⌠Iâll come back. We can talk then.â
Her face brightened, eyes alight. âIâll be hereâwaiting.â
–
Seeker finished his work early and hurried back to the green. She was waiting, just as he promised. He sank down beside her, and she drew closeâso close he could feel the warmth of her breath on his skin.
âHow have you been?â she asked, her finger hovering just shy of his bruise, her eyes soft with concern.
Seekerâs chest tightened, his heartbeat loud in his ears. Words rose, then caught. He said nothing.
âHow is Beautiful?â she asked softly, her voice almost tenderâand yet the question pressed closer than any touch.
âBeautifulâs⌠well, sheâs still Beautiful.â His gaze dropped to the pipe in his hands. His next words came low, almost swallowed. âShe still cries.â
âYou never said goodbye,â Charm whispered. âShe just took you away. I think⌠I just needed a goodbye.â
No,â he said softly. âI canât say goodbye.â
He pushed to his feet, and as he turned, his hand grazed her waist. Her eyes flew wide, her whole body shivering at the touch.
âGo,â she whispered, head bowed. âIâll be here tomorrow.â
–
Seeker lingered in the kitchen doorway, watching Beautiful and Wonderful bent over the table, their hands dusted white with flour as they shaped a pie. His chest tightened. He wanted Charm with a hunger that shamed him. He couldnât betray themânot these two, not here. Tomorrow, he told himself, he would say goodbye.
–
The next morning, he went straight to work. He told himself he couldnât be with herâbut neither could he let her go. All day long the words churned, circling endlessly, refusing to settle. She deserves this much, he reasoned. He would say the words, and it would be finished. Yet his steps grew heavy, each one slower than the last. He dreaded the moment. Leaving without a word had almost been easierâwhen it had been forced, when heâd had no choice.
–
She was there, waitingâelegant as a queen, still as if the whole meadow bowed to her. His gaze locked with hers, green eyes catching the light, unreadable. His throat tightened. âCharm, IâŚâ
Her finger touched his lips, light as a whisper, silencing him before the words could form. Then her hands closed around his, warm and sure, pulling him nearer. She leaned in, and her mouth claimed hisâdeep, unhurried, complete.
Her fragrance swallowed him whole. Her lips seared his, and breath became impossibleâunnecessary. The world tilted, spinning. Her fingers pressed hard into his back as if to draw him closer still, her body trembling against his.
When they broke apart, breathless, he fumbled for words.
âShut up,â she whispered, pulling him back to her.
Everything else dissolved. There was only her.
She slipped her fingers through his, her touch light but sure.
âCome with me,â she whispered, her voice barely a breath. âThereâs a place where no one will find us. We can have our fill of love. You are mine.â
She swayed as she walked, drawing him forward with an ease that felt both gentle and inexorable. Seekerâs pulse thundered. Every part of him burned with longing. He could have pulled free. He didnât.
Her hand tugged him onward toward the Valley of the Shadow of Death, and he let himself follow. His chest tightenedâthe very name of place struck cold in him.
âDonât be afraid, love.â Her voice was low, coaxing. âYou should know by nowânothing is ever what it seems in your Book.â
He let her lead himâafter all she was right. Before them opened a canyon vast and breathtaking, its cliffs blazing with orange fire in the setting sun. Beyond, mist-wrapped mountains floated like a dream on the horizon.
To the left spread a bog so strangely lovely it seemed woven from enchantmentâtrees veiled in silver moss, patches of flowers blazing with impossible color, their perfume drifting on the breeze.
A narrow trail wound inward, soft and inviting. From within came a chorus of voices, low and sweet, their song tugging them forward.
They came at last to a clearing, and in its midst stood a booth prepared. The walls were hung with rich tapestries, and carvings twined along its posts with cunning skill. At the center lay a bed spread with fine linen of Egypt, cool and smooth beneath the touch, its folds inviting. The air was heavy with fragranceâmyrrh and aloes, sweet oils, and the sharp bite of clove. Every breath was a lure, each scent twining in his blood.
Charmâs emerald eyes fixed on him, burning with a quiet intensity. âTonight,â she whispered, âI am yours.â She lifted her arms, the fabric sliding from her shoulders until her dress pooled silently at her feet.
Every part of her seemed impossibly perfectâher feet, her legs, the curve of her hips, the smooth line of her stomach. His gaze lingered upward: the rise of her breasts, tipped and taut in the cool air, the slender grace of her neck, the flush in her cheeks. And in her eyes, green fire blazed, fierce and consuming.
Seeker stood frozen, staring at her for a long, unbroken moment. Then, one by one, he shed what was hisâfirst the tunic from his shoulders, then the trousers from his hips. Last of all, he slipped the Kingâs ring from his finger. His hand lingered, trembling, as he laid it and the phial upon the table. His chest rose and fell, ragged. Then he crossed the space between them and gathered Charm in his arms, their embrace fierce, desperate, and full.
***
Now I, the Dreamer, beheld as Seeker left Forgetful Green and followed Charm heedlessly into the Valley of the Shadow of Death.
When Seeker took her into his arms and lay with her, I begged him to stop. I pleaded, I wept, I cried out against him. But my words were unheededâunheard. I tried to turn away, to shut my eyes. I clawed at the edges of the Dream, desperate to wake, desperate to escape.
I squeezed my eyes shut and covered my ears. The Dream shudderedâand when it opened again, I was standing in the Princeâs country house. The very house where Emanuel himself had been betrayed, that night so long ago.
I saw Beautiful pacingâback and forth, back and forthâas the hours dragged on. I saw her tears, her whispered prayers. Then her prayers turned to curses. Fire blazed in her eyes, and she flung herself to the floor, wailing.
I saw Wonderfulâs agonyâfirst as she tried to soothe Beautiful, then as it broke her too. She screamed, tears running down her face, her small fists pounding on the walls.
Grief overwhelmed me. I longed to hold Beautiful, to tell her it would not end this way. But I fell to my face instead, tears streaming hot and unrelenting. âO Godâforgive me.â
***
Seeker woke tangled in Charmâs arms, the heady sweetness of the night still flooding his veins. She watched him with a smile that was both tender and knowing, her finger tracing the bruise on his forehead as if it belonged to her. She bent and kissed it softly before rising. Morning light poured across her bare skin, gilding every curve. The dimples in her cheeks deepened with each step of her hips, and desire flared again, sharp and undeniable, as she moved with unhurried grace toward the table.
Her finger hovered near the Phial, then jerked back with a sharp hiss. She reached for Seekerâs ring, lifted it, and turned toward him. The onyx stone caught in the morning light as she studied the carved trees on the band, her gaze lingering as though weighing its meaning.
âSeeker-for-truth,â she said, her voice laced with mockery. âElect son of the Kingâyet you sold your birthright for a bowl of porridge. How disappointing.â She laughed softly, almost to herself. âI expected more of a chase. Samson, at least, was amusing.â She tilted her head, almost mock-thoughtful. âPoor, poor, Beautiful.â
The air around Seeker began to shimmer. The sweet song of sirens twisted into shrieks and howls that clawed at his ears. The silver moss, once drifting like veils in a bridal chamber, shriveled in an instantâcurling black and falling away to reveal skeletal trunks reaching upward like grasping hands. The fragrant breeze turned acrid, sulfur belching from bubbling pits opening at his feet, searing his throat with every breath.
From the bog burst satyrs and hobgoblins, their shrieks splitting the air as they lunged toward him. Charmâs eyes flashed as she cried out, âThe Philistines are upon you!â Her voice twisted into a smirk, arms flung wide in cruel theater. âSave me, Seeker!â
The light around her shuddered and broke. Ragged wings tore from her back, her skin sagged into withered folds, and horns curled from her brow. Yet her eyesâthose unmistakable green eyesâburned hotter now, twin flames of Hell. With a laugh sharp as iron, she flung Seekerâs ring into the scalding mire, watching with delight as it vanished beneath the bubbling surface.


Lust-of-the-Eyes
Copyright Š 2025
